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2007-07-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED :D

http://oxygenlife.livejournal.com/

so ppl pls relink me alrites?

2007-07-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

"THE CLIQUE" is recruiting! :D
suzie & me
suzie, me & ah-ya
THE MODEL STUDENT.

(((:
funny faces

so unglam!

THE HOOLIGAN & THE MODEL STUDENT
ah-ya got cut off =X
us!
suzie with her short hair
yours truly ((((((:

ta-daa. photos of the day ((:

was supposed to be doing our f&b project. bt we ended up side tracking. omg. camwhored lahs. hahs.

projects due dates are nearing! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. this is bad. i need to buck up. bt then the escape themepark guy hasnt reply me. -chill;chill-

anyways, today's our 4th mth (((: HAPPY 18TH BABY.

went to suntec to get my running shoes and shoe bag! i bet suzie's gonna be jealous of my shoe bag!! HAHAHAHAHS, suzie, its ORANGE. heh.

alrites. shall stop here.

lastly, baby. i promise to tell u everthing, FIRST THING FIRST.

i promise.

and i promise myself to SAVE;SAVE;SAVE.

2007-07-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

some ppl just drives me crazy can? seriously, i think i hv been tolerating him long enough le. sometimes the way he talks makes me disgusted! always bitch here bitch ther. -.- cant stand him. and i've been very nice in the way i talk to him. what the hell. i never want to be in the same grp with him again. i swear!

during intHT, my grp got another tongue lashing frm her. my god. and another him still can pretend lahs! bth. why why why. bunch of weirdos.

ahhhhhhh. correction. should be the 2 of them.
-END OF RANTINGS-

(((((: i spent my day with my boy ytd (((((:
watched harry potter. too much talking. too little action scenes. hmmmmm. it was as exciting as the previous ones. anyways, i still enjoyed it. yea. the trip to plaza sing was way too lonnnngg. darr, next tm dont take bus le kaes? we take train!

well.. actually i spent many memorable times with baby. just tt i didnt blog. hahas. there's jo's grad ceremony. ndp rehearsal. many many! whheee. all photos shall be loaded up in a shot ((:

gotta go rush my projects.
I HATE PROJECTS =X

anyways, thanks joshua ((: im fine now. dont worry buddy! (((((:
hahas. and ben ben! you've been linked.

2007-07-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

i feel...

miserable.

shant harp on it any longer.
for now, i just want to drown in my pile of project assignments.
till then.

2007-07-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

okaes. i noe. ytd's entry was a short one. too tired you see.

making up for ytd's post.
went to vivo for movie with baby. we watched TRANSFORMERS.
omg.omg.omg.omg.

the show's so cool lahs. and baby was so mean to laughed at me when i called the truck a car. laugh laugh laugh. MEANNNNNNN.

im gonna say this once more:

FIGHTING-TALKING-SHINY ROBOTS ARE TOTALL HOT!

well so is megan fox. the lead actress. gosh. very hot. lols
and the lead actor. 2 thumbs up! he also 'transformed' lahs, frm the very irritating loser in sch to the "oh-so-man" guy.hahs.

i wanna dream of autobots tonight. cos i failed to dream of them last night. :D

sch was alright today. jeremey sim seems pretty pleased with my f&b grp work. i think he thinks tt we rawks. hahahahahahs. and mr rozario seems pissed with my commskill grp. cos i accidently pushed the play buttons of al-lene's music player. and it went off. hahas. opps. it wasnt on purpose! i swear.

oh oh. and im gg to watch the ndp rehearsal for a 2nd time. free tickets again.

pictures that we took ytd.

I LOVE MY CLIQUE ((: period.

2007-07-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

ESTHER THINKS THAT FIGHTING-TALKING-SHINY ROBOTS ARE HOT :D

TRANSFORMERS IS A MUST WATCH.

2007-07-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

HELLOS.

guess whats? i've just finished my shopping spree.
hahas. bought so many things. and yes, i practically burnt a hole in my pocket.
sigh, i just promised baby i would try controlling myself and stop spending unnecessarily.
hmmm. i guess its time to start saving le. SAVE SAVE SAVE!

i got myself 2 top frm skinnie, 1 top frm stitch, 1 cardigan frm gap, 2 cardigans frm viola, 1 stitch necklace frm sch. omg. the necklace is so damn cute! i got a blue one and sylvia got a green one. hahs! sylvia & i have the same taste when it comes to accessories. my accessorites khaki ((:

oh, and i got backed my mid term test results. hmmmm. i passed all except for econs. my god. my nemesis. i just cant do well for this damn subject! it was the same in MI. now its the smae in tp. i need to buck up. and susan has promised to help me with it. tts bcos my notes helped her to pass the subject lahs! ironic isnt it? hahas.
i promise to put even more effort in my schwork.

and im super excited about getting into BSC. i hope i do. ((:

alrites, gotta go.
i love everybody ard me.

baby, i hate quarrelling with you.
bt im glad everything's fine within half an hr.
ILOVEYOU *

2007-06-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

YES! finally finished rushing my report. kinda satisfied with it ((:

and double YAYNESS to shopping. hahas. rushed down to vivo with my girls. went to Gap and got myself a teal colored cardigan. whhhhhhheeeeee. i loved it! gonna wear it to sch tml. (okaes, i mean today!)

anyways, our clique identity has been exposed =/
pray hard that they wouldnt get it.

super short entry.
ciaos ((:

baby, i cant wait for khalil fong's AI AI AI tml.
hahas.
ily

2007-06-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

projects
report
meetings
school.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh. they're all coming up my neck. and soon i'll be lost in them. this is so shit can? so many of them. and there's just so little time. im partly to be blamed for last minute work. oh well. im just plain lazy.

got backed my comskill results which was very satisfying. never knew i could score well in it. bt then i did quite badly for my pom. managed to scrap pass it lahs. bt then its still shit. opps. pardon me for the use on languages these days. my clique has been, well, influencing. ((:

rushing my report now, and yes, my attention span is very short. and as u can see, yours truly is side tracking. hahas. this is so me lahs. gonna hv to wake up early to do them tml. and i guess i might have to skip training tml. sigh. this is bad. i need some sun and excercise at the same time. tan tan tan, im so into tanning. do i see any sentosa outing coming cliques? heh.

bt anyways, im gonna go shopping on friday lahs. i must. cos i got a 30% GAP voucher. sally gave them to me. I LOVE SHOPPING. ((:
and there's also khalil Fong's mini concert in sch at 6pm. wonder if im able to rush nots. hmmm. his "Ai Ai Ai" is simply addictive lahs. hahs. bt then i wouldnt be so sure about his person.

oh! gerry msned me just now. she's in hainan island right now. and she invited me to the full dress NDP rehearsal this sat. omg omg omg. im so so so excited. been ages since i've been there. and this year it'll be at ard marina sq. wheeeeee. i hope it'll be a blast. gonna take loads of photos. I LOVE MY FOREVER FRIEND lahs. :D

alrites, till then (:

2007-06-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

gosh. school's starting tml. sigh. why cant my holidays last longer? hvent even enjoyed myself to the fullest.

anyways, i still managed to enjoy myself. ((:

spent almost half a day with darr at his family chalet. really cant do it w/o him. felt so lost when he left the chalet to settle some stuff. haas. bt im glad im trying to stay close to his family. thnks baby for everything. ily

received the 3rd mth pressie frm him. i love it baby. really. effort high high, budget high high. bt im sure my gift does not lose out to urs right? hees.

alrites, shall stop here.
gonna post up the photos :D

him to me :D

effort HIGH HIGH, budget HIGH HIGH.

me to him :D

effort HIGH HIGH, budget LOW LOW.

2007-06-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

(: 3mths and a day.

i love you baby.

thanks for the day ytd, i really enjoyed myself :D
looking forward to the puzzle. and yes, do look forward to ur present too.

loves loves`

2007-06-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

blogger is lousy.

gonna consider changing to live journal. should i?

i cant freaking post any photos! =/

2007-06-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

so cool. so cool. :D

went sentosa today. whhhheeee. it wasnt exactly damn fun. bt i love the eating part and the slack and walking part! haas. cheryl and i had more tanning time compared to susan, al-lene & don. cheryl so super duper red. and yes, i got sunburnt. wahs. lobster ((: very very painful.

then we went sakae sushi to eat. tts for our intHT report. ate till we wanna die lahs. -.- damn full. and then it was walking and ice cream eating. we got a watch each! clique identity. hahas. so cool. u guys should see it. damn cool. lols. be very jealous! hees.

gonna be at junction8 at 10am tml! and here i am. still blogging. oh oh! and i did the design for my canvas shoes le. one down, still got another one to go (: i love designing. i hope it turns out nice.

im so glad i met baby tonight.

2007-06-12T16:23:00.000+08:00

HI; HI; HI; HI;

HELLO :D

this is bad. esther hvent been blogging. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okaes, sorry lahs. too busy u see. mid term tests are finally over. WHEEEEEEEEEEE. im just praying that i wont screw up too many of the papers. hahs. hope arhs. lols.

and guess whats? i hvent even been enjoying much! goodness. =/ and the holidays are gonna be gone in another week's time? sigh. i wanna enjoy my holidays. bt i cant. hmpf. so many things to be done, yet there's just so lil time! i want more than 24hrs a day!

bt then again, i think the beginning of the holidays were just great! last fri right aft our last paper, f&b, my clique chiong down to clarke quay. went to mind cafe. had loads of fun. golfish left halfway cos he had work. then at 6pm, we went down to visit him! hahas. okaes. he loks so much more charming in is workplace uniform lahs! altho its just a polo tee and a pair of green bermudas. hahas. al-lene & i think he looks great. lols.

and aft tt we had dinner at chomp chomp! the food was that great. bt cant say they're lousy either. (: wahahahhas. as the eldest of the grp, ahem ahem. lols. i bought for them alcohols. =X breezer. and me? i got myself LEMON-C. hahahas. damn cool lahs. vitamin c makes u drunk. dont believe? try of urself. heh.

okaes. here are the photos of the night ((:

from left: susan, al-lene, cheryl, yours truly ((:
susan, al-lene, me & cheryl
don's drunk! =X
me, getting drunk on vitamin c. lols.

the girls arnt drunk?

act cool. tts so like her. hahas.
susan says: "show me your tongue"
monkey face!

as usual, the pufferfish trademark :O

al-lene's shocked.
don & meal-lene & me (:
my camwhore-lab-class partner :D
hmmmmm.
i swear they looked like a couple. =X opps.
whats tt? drunk aft dinner. tsk tsk.

yes yes, we had loads of fun, seriously ((: looking forward to the sentosa outing this thursday!i wanna get tanned. :D

watched pirates of the carribean- at world's end ytd at vivo. wahhhhhhs. 3hrs movie. and yes, the 7bucks is so worth it! i love orlando bloom (: TOTALLY HOT.

oh, baby, hope ur mum recovers asap. yea, ask her to take plenty of care.

and lastly, i still cant get enough of you. muacks.

2007-05-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS OF THE DAY :D

well, econs tcher wasnt feeling well and we ended up with an almost 3hrs break!
had lunch at IT canteen. hmmm. the food wasnt very nice =X
met meiqi at the free access lab! have been meeting her alot in sch. then cheryl stayed there to do her POM project while me, al-lene, susan & donovan left for the reservoir. meizhu, sylvia, miaohong, michelle & jianwei joined us aft their POM project.

i'll let the photos do all the talking ((:

started off with don jumping. then i took a snap shot of it.

and al-lene followed suit. we split into 2 grps for the jump-photo session!
(frm left:) meizhu, michelle, miaohong & sylvia.

(frm left:) don, al-lene, me & jianwei.

al-lene's blushing.
bcos she's in love :D hahas
the reservoir's view.

our shelter.
the act cute photo.
the decent one.
the super act cutes!
jianwei's inspired to be a pole dancer in future :P
SEXXAY.
*puke

2007-05-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

HE'S SMILING! ((:
I LOVE THIS PIC.

CYNTHIA.
AL-LENE & ME.
AL-LENE, ME & MIAOHONG.
AL-LENE, ME & MIAOHONG2.
HAHAS!

CYNTHIA.
JIANWEI DOING HIS RAP.

IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS LAHS!
LOLS.
JIANWEI VENTING HIS ANGER ON THE NEWSPAPER. CHERYL ACTING CUTE! =x

BESTIES PRINT!
AT BILLY BOMBERS ((:
ME & AL-LENE.
CHERYL, ME & AL-LENE.
CHERYL, ME & AL-LENE2.

PICTURES SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS :D

less words; more pictures!

*WHEEEEE.

2007-05-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

tests, tests, and more tests coming up next week!

gosh. i need to study hard and smart. ((:

i need to go thru this lap to prove that i can do it.

baby, thnks for wanting to accompany me thru the night yesterday, i really needed that. and im really thankful to have you by my side. ily`

had commskill test & IntHT tests on friday. omg. im gonna so fail them both lahs!i couldnt do the agrumentative writing. im suck at it. =/

and for IntHT. i swear that i remb those questions! i came across them the previous night lohs. and when i wanted to fill the ans. -.- all went down the drain le lahs. sobs. this is BAD.

then later in the day had a small gathering ((:
met up with rennie, jianwu, meiqi, shujie & winnie. caine, cheeleng & weiyang saw us too.
missed secondary sch days tonns!
had lunch at mensa before going for F&B tutorial.
yea. was supposedly to go watch pirates with them. bt i gave my ticket to huilei. hahas. jianwu! dont have to feel bad about it kaes?
it saves both me & you the trouble. no worries!

aft tt went to look for gerry & monisha.
yayness.
im going with them for the one star kayaking course at kallang on the 9th & 10th of june!
thnks gals, for taking the effort to change the dates to aft my mid term tests. i love you gals.

oh oh. and i bought a pair of red shoes on friday! hahas. i love them.

and jianwei calls me a pig -.- cos the shoes reminds us of those lil basket that hold the pigs biscuits you get to eat during mooncake festivals! hahas. cute huhs! see? this is the picture of it.
i feel like dorothy, from widzard of oz. ((: hahas.

RED! cheryl says it looks the best! :D

2007-05-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

taa-daa. :D

isupermissyoulahs!

LENG + ESTHER = BESTIES FOREVER ((:

2007-05-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

blogger is mad lahs. -.-

typed a long entry all its all gone.
nvm. shall update again.

ilovespendingmytimeatthebeach -withyou ((:

2007-05-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

before i end my tiring day, this post shall go all the way out to MY ONE & ONLY ((:

HAPPY 2ND MONTH DARR!

loves!

2007-05-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

blog.blog.blog.

esther wanna shop! this time the shopping bug really got into me le! =X
i bought a necklace frm sch for 8bucks. heh. cheryl asked me wats the deal about it lahs. hahas. i dun noe, i just love it? hahas.

gosh, and i spent alot of money today. another $4.50 went to 3 disney cloloured pens which i saw at the bookshop! darr says waste money lohs. bt seriously i think their like so cute! sigh. what to do? i guess im still a young girl! hvent grow up yets. lols.

I REALLY NEED TO GO SHOPPING ANYTIME NOW.
best friends of mine, pls date me out on a shopping trip =/

bt then i think my schedule for the week is like so tight!
Friday : CCN Day, most probably will be meeting meiqi to go "dating"
Saturday: Escape! with my love ones ((: i cant wait!
Sunday: meeting the CPF ppl for dinner tgt with dave. i miss them so so so much.

so packed rights? bt im sure i'll enjoy the outings ((:

AC training tml. oh no. reservoir run tml. i dun wanna run lahs.
the reservoir's so big. im like so small? spare me!
hahs. nvm, i shall persevere. jia you jia you.

lastly, i noe i said this plenty of times. bt sch work's really piling up! no tm to meet up with besie and im trying very hard to make time for baby. its difficult, bt i'll hang on.
did my F&B tutorial till 2am this morning, and baby says tt i looked tired today. im gonna hv an early night today. i should cut down on my late nights le.

alrites, shall stop here now.
wanna watch tv.

ily (:

2007-05-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

Heyys Heyys! ((:

im in a lazy mood today lahs. just hung up the phone with dave (:
jiayou jiayou! hees. my baby's working. so i wanna support him mentally!

and here i am, doing my F&B research. sians. the friday's tutorial has been brought forward to this wednesday. -.- which means lesser time to complete the assignment.
actually F&B tutorial quite sians. cos every week we're doing the same kind of work. yea. it would be better if we're given a change.

well, my domestic maid's contracting is expirying soon, so mummy and aunt went down to the maid agency ytd in search for a new one. hahas. tts grandma's mothers' day gift! well, im happy cos i get to benefit from it too! wahahahahahas.

didnt mention how i celebrated mothers' day huhs. the whole family was gathered at my place, and jasmine & i baked cookies for all the mothers in the family. aunt annie was suggesting that i make and sell them during chinese new yr! wahs. i see fast cash coming in le. lols. nono, im not thinking too much. i see a miracle! hahas.

i made one for dave's mum too. hopefully she'll like it. cos this tm i made the cookies frm scratch. need to add in eggs and sugar myself. well, i added peach flavouring too. and it smells nice. the cookies arent too sweet. so yeps, hopefully she'll like it. ((:

alrites, gotta blog till here le.

need to continue with my research and econs tutorial.

SCHOOL'S A NIGHTMARE LAHS. =/

baby! about the 5hrs of waiting time.
its really okaes (:
i still love you.

2007-05-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all mothers! :D

2007-05-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

HELLOS :D

my shoulders and arms are aching!
cos of the push ups i did ytd. goodness.
super long nv do exercise le. =/ im still thinking if i should stay on in AC nots.
tml will be joining cheryl & calynn for squash trial tml. i
m EXCITED lahs. squash seems fun too.
tempting.

downloaded more themes for my hp ((:
got a spongebob one! total cuteness!
hahas. talking about spongebob, in taiwan, they call him HAI MIAN BAO BAO.
hahas. u should hv heard the theme song lahs.
they sub spongebob with hai mian bao bao and it sounds so funny.
RANDOM. as usual.

sch ended at 4pm and i met baby for a late lunch-early dinner.
walked frm the reservoir. and the weather was super hot.
i met 3 of the AC members, and weicheng recgonised me. hahs.
actually AC seems fun, bt then i just dread sit ups and running to train for stamina!
sigh.
bt like wat aunt says, every clubs has their own rules.
rules are rules, and we've got to abide by them.
oh well. i'll see how it goes then.

okaes. i think i'll blog till here.
gonna load photos that i took this week! :D

cheryl & i. me, cheryl & jiawei
sean's candid shot!
cheryl & i AGAIN.
jianwei the ET :X

madness lahs.
me & jianwei

peiyun & i

susan, peiyun & i

my fringe. hahas.
freaky friday with kok kok & farhan J

the girls!

susan, peiyun & i AGAIN

2007-05-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

yayness. :D

changed a new blogskin. cos the old skin's bandwidth exceeded.
not gonna post le.
i need to slp now!
super tired. and my eyes are like half closed.

anyways, im loving my class more.
especially ppl like CHERYL, SUSAN, JIANWEI, DONOVAN, CALYNN. well, i need to noe the rest more too ((:
loves.

yea. and of cos my baby. :D

2007-05-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

:D

as you can see, im a happy girl today!
thats bcos baby gave me our rings. yayness.

baby, altho just now i was alil anti-climax (okaes, correction, i was more than alil anti-climax lahs.) hahas. bt i really love the ring. dun worry about the size, mayb alil loose, bt then still can be worn without it dropping! ((: loves loves. oh oh! and the glow in the dark STAR! ai si ni le lahs. hahas.

we walked all the way home frm the reservior (:

alrites. backed to sch stuff. oh my goodness. i dun like the subj im studying lahs. econs econs econs. tts the scariest subj lohs! arghs. and fundermentals of food & beverage is also so scary lahs! i need to curb the feeling. =X
still gotta rush the tutorials for food & beverage and commSkill. sigh. sch works piling up one by one. and in just 3 weeks, my file is like so so so thick le. my, my.. esther is staring to find sch a bore le. how how how? nvm. hahas.

its a good thing tt sch starts late tml ((: 11am! whhheeeee. and im having a 3 hr break in between. gonna go home and try and start on the research. and sch ends at 6pm! okaes. i think i can tahan not about to fall aslp in lectures. (pls note. is about to fall aslp, and NOT fall aslp kaes.)

lastly, im starting to listen to YUKI MASUYAMA'S FIRST ALBUM.

ciaos ppl.
nites!

babybabybabybaby!
you're my 24/7.

2007-05-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg.

i need to shop! arghs. the shopping bug caught up with me again! oh my goodness.
i need to get new earrings lahs. =/
oh oh.. and i need to get a new wallet!

and tml shall be shopping day! cos im meeting darr for SPIDERMAN3 and shopping which will then followed up with meeting leng to collect our o's cert. yayness! i miss my bestie so so so much can? gonna crap with her like siaos tml. ((: heh. bestie, u noe what i mean rights? hees.

ppl! i had my hair cut! short! fringe looks straight and short. new look! okaes, i've got a new look le. and i thin i look more kiddy! omg. gerry says i look like jasmine lahs. -.- i look young! HAHAS. envy me ppl ((: i practically blend in with my classmates' age lahs. hahas. they're like damn shocked to noe tt im 19 this yr. lols. okaes. for the first tm im not complaining about my haircut! hahas. okaes, im pretty happy about it this tm round, just tt the fringe still not very used lahs.

alrites. still got tutorials tt need to be done.
bt then ESTHER'S simply too too too lazy lahs!

ESTHER = LAZY :D

hahas.
gotta go.

i love my 24/7 baby.
friday night was simply amazing.

2007-05-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Cry On My Shoulder (Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar)

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus:
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

i seriously think i suck being his 24/7 gf.

2007-05-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

im just plain lazy to update. like there isnt much motivation to update at all. =/

nvm. one mth, baby says one mth is all i need to endure. well, i can do it. cant i? okaes! i can do it (: im damn zai de lohs. I CAN DO IT. *okaes, like machiam talking to myself like tt -.-

woke up like half an hr ago. TODAY'S LABOUR'S DAY! wheeeeee. labour's day = no sch day! which also means COOP MYSELF UP AT HOME DAY. im totally bored. cant go outs. cos i gotta complete my tutorials. sians lahs. =X

alumin chalet this friday. hopefully aunt's mood's good arhs. if not i can jus forget about going for the chalet. gerry's asking me to stay over. and if i ever ask aunt tt question, you can actually be prepared to not see me the next day le -.- okaes. im exaggerating lahs. hahas. and im serious! i've not stayed over at a chalet before, let alone ton-ing lahs. damn sua-ku rites? SIANS.

oh! and if i can go, tt will be a blast lahs! hahas.

we had a impromtu bbq on sunday on the 29th april. wahs. totally fun-ness! lols. last min booking of the bbq pit at jasp's place. we were like lazing around at qizheng's place then i suggested bbq-ing. im a total RANDOM person lahs! hahas. and we ended up bbq-ing! hahas. :D i think impromtu bbq are so much better than those you actually use so many days to plan. JACK TAN & WEISIANG are like so gay! :X hahas. yes, a new grp has emerged. lols.

ytd aft sch went to queensway (or was it queenstown?) to make the polo tee. dont noe if it'll be nice nots. bt then the silver wordings are so so so stylo-milo! lols. it'll be the best if we can collect it on friday evening. ((:

alrites. gotta ciaos!

youdontknowhowmuchimissyou`

2007-04-28T12:04:00.000+08:00

HHHEEELLLLOOOO :D

hvent been updating these 2 days. and linlin is bugging me online le! hahas. okaes. i shall blog then.

met up with brendon & matt in the aftnoon. went to view the cca booths. and we signed up for sports climbing tgt, which i cant really say if the 2 guys will back outs nots. hmmm. mayb i shouldnt depend too much on ppl. should just stick to the cca and adapt into it myself! i can do it!

had my HTM orientation ytd night. sad to say, i classmates are damn steady lahs. all for one, one for all. out of 23 ppl, only 6 of us turned up. bt then again, i still enjoyed myself. ((: thnks you kok kok for making us hyper and so so enthu! lols.

got home at abt 11 plus. was super super tired! and in the end i didnt attened band prac this morning. sorry gerry, really very tired.

hmmmm. im missing bendan now. he's working, while im slacking! =X
he has taken up so many jobs! i dun noe if he can handle nots. bt then its his choice. like i always say, if he's happy; im happy :D darr, just dont overwork urself altho its only for a short period of time okaes?

alrites, shall go do my tutorials le.
im a good girl!

i miss you!

2007-04-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

IM ADDICTED TO YOU.

YES, THE ONE AND ONLY YOU. ((:

woahs. first day tt he actually goes to bed earlier than me.
alrites, super short post tonites.

i love you baby(:

2007-04-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

wahahahas! i love taking ben ben photos! ((:
more to come. stay tuned!

2007-04-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

woohoo. ((:

first day of sch. and i think its cool! lols. hmmm. just tt i find the macroEcons lecturer kinda boring lahs. she's like so young & pretty! bt then talks in a monotone voice! wahs. sians lahs! somemore econs. the one and only subject which i totally hate in MI! my goodness. she better make the lecture more interesting. if not i'll sure die in it AGAIN de lohs.

hmmm. not bad. 1H08 is kinda united. in the sense tt we go everywhere tgt. ((: and this morning, all the girls were late for lecture! dun noe whom are they waiting for. in the end weida called me asking us to go in the LT asap. all classes there le. hahas. omg. so united lahs! yeps. first week no tutorials except for commSkills 1. mrs chng is a very interesting teacher! too bad she's not our teacher lahs. i like it when she does the angmoh slang! hahas. cute.

then met up with darr aft sch. ben dan! =X hahas. had lunch near my place then slacked under my blk before gg home. <3

first week of sch.
looking forward to meeting u everyday ((:
altho it might be hard at times.
bt i still love you baby!

2007-04-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

=D

im just glad tt everthing's so good as before ((:

met up with sherlina this morning at 11.30am. went vivo city for movie & lunch! hahas. she told me the most FASCINATING stuff lohs! hahas. watched TMNT. i love wu guis. hees. then aft tt sher treated me for lunch. went to earl's swensen. the food not bad! thnks sher for the treat! we should go out more often lahs. hahas.

then darr came to meet me at vivo. spent my whole day there. i just love sitting there with him. just sitting & chatting, and tts enough for me. to be able to spent my time with him just makes me so happy!

oh yah! BUSINESS SCHOOL WON THE REGATTA! whoooo. lols.
orientation (19-20apr) was a blast. met my new classmates le. bt then still not very close to them yets. was kinda stone on the first day. then ytd started warming up to some of them. like laifong, miaohong, michelle, donovan & sean. made small little conversation with them. bt donovan & miaohong made the most impression on me lahs! donovan is so irritating. well, in a cute manner i guess. hahas. he wanted to burst the balloons tt we were given, so i told him dun lahs. cos im afraid of thos popping sounds even though i know they're going to burst. hahas. and so he kept pretending to want burst them. hahas. and for miaohong was bcos she's the most enthu gal i've seen in my class. kept cheering and shouting. hahas. i cheered a lots too. cheering is fun!

then aft the whole event, i walked home with darr! ((: initially was quite sad tt he wasnt able to sent me home. then while walking halfway, he suddenly msged me tt he was free! total yayness! ((: i love you lahs. hahas.

then he passed me the ring he got for me. altho its slightly different frm the one i got him. i still love it alots. i dun have the habit of wearing rings on my fingers. but for you, i will (: he spent 5hrs just to get me the ring. so im gonna take extra care with it. oh!! i had my nails painted! changed the colour. its peach pink ((: TTS SO RANDOM LAHS. hees.

alrites, gonna blog till here.
sch's starting on monday. super excited!
ciaos.

i love ben dan! =D
have fun ton-ing at ivan's place.

2007-04-17T10:18:00.000+08:00

just read his blog. hvent been contacting him for 4 whole days. do you know how it feels? been thinking of him every night. the internet systems damn sucky. couldnt get any internet access down here at the new hotel. cos when they have the connection, we would be out in taipei either walking or touring.

i know im at fault for not sms-ing him, bt then it wouldnt be very nice to use jasper's hp every single nights rights? when i finally sms-ed him at 2am this morning. the reply just seems so cold. i dun noe. i dont wanna think about it any longer.

i guess im falling sick too. till then.

i almost cried again.
the first and every time i wanted to get back to spore asap.

2007-04-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

((:

day 2 in taipei! wwwhhheeeeeee.
its a super tiring day today. walked and walked and more walked.

went yangmingshan today after checking outs. heh. checked into a hotel! cos the hostel was really very "wu lu" lahs. hahas. and ytd night was like damn scary. we got shouted at by this young lady. i guessed tt we were making too much noise le. we totally freaked out lahs! hahas. then this morning carol & charlene saw her. woahs. really frightening lahs. hahas.

we wanted to "pao wen quan" bt there werent any suitable ones, or rather the ones we saw werent the kind tt we actually had in mind. like those tt we see on tvs. so ya, we ended up gg to Fisherman's wraft and Lao Jie. the food were great. ((:

took lots of photos and then we headed to shihlin nightmarket. kind of dissappointed lahs. we thought tt it would be like those street vendors kind of place. bt it turned out to be more like the bedok 85 market! arghs. and oyster omelette was just so-so. =/

alrites. the rest of them are all playing cards. lols. seems like im kinda anti-social when it comes to night time. i cant help it. i just want to spent my time with him. online. tts the only way to curb the way im feeling. sigh.

tml gg to leofoo village themepark. hope everything turns up well ((:

i want to get backed to spore asap.

2007-04-11T00:53:00.000+08:00

wooooo.

blogger's instructions are in chi! hahs. thought tt i'll have to blog in chi lahs. bt then okaes, its in english! ((: RANDOM LAHS.

well, im in taipei now! and its freaking cold over here. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and i've only one jacket with me. the "best" part is i've packed all tees over here lahs. didnt bring any long sleeves. =/
oh yah. the plane ride was the worst i've ever taken can? really bth. cant slp properly at all. im too used to lying on darr in the bus le. sigh. pamper me too much le lahs.

reached taipei at about 8 plus. then went for dinner. had beef noodles. (: the noodles were great. and we had stinky tofus too. yum. opps. i think besides aunt, im the only who enjoys them. lols. i find them nice lahs. different ppl, different taste. then went to the 7-11. wahs. quite different frm the ones in spore. all their products are in chi lahs. and they have stuff which we dont have in spore.

okaes, we made some changes in our itinerary for the rest of the days. tml going to yangmingshan. ((: then shihlin night market in the evening time. whhhhhheeeeeee. tts gonna be the highlight of the day lahs. heh. i cant wait.

i miss you alots.cant describe how much im missing you.
just too much.

2007-04-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

HHEELLOOOOOOOOOOO :D

met up with charity, gerry & meiqi this morning. FFFFIIIINNNNAAAALLLLYYYYY after so long! we finally met up lahs. the 3 of us met at 11am(w/o char) on the train. then we headed to orchard. went for lunch at sakura. wooooooo. we ate till super full lahs. ate for 2 whole hrs. heh. didnt really eat alots lahs. bt then again.. like quite alots too lahs. hahas.

then we left for mind's cafe at raffles place. yeps. woahs. very fun lahs! hahas. we played so many games which you cant find in spore lahs! i think the best was GUESS IT: EXPRESS IT! lols. *threatening. lols. okaes. inside joke lahs! then we played twister! meiqi was like " dont want, dont want" hahas! in the end she also gave in ((: cos we were the only customers there lahs. hahas. played till 6pm before wandering around aimlessly.

thnks to char. i met up with darr ((: had our dinner at bedok's hawker centre before going home. missing him le. =/

and i read sherlina's blog!! my goodness! im so so so touched can. woahs. okaes. maybe u guys should check out her blog! its in my links lahs. *sher! see? im helping you to publicise your blog ((: then i promise i'll buy you stuff in taiwan okaes? hahas.

9 days. there i go again. sigh.

taiwan trip's itinery (10apr - 14apr)

2007-04-08T16:36:00.000+08:00

Day 1 (10april):

-departure time from SG : 1pm
-arrival time at TW : 6pm
-check in hostel (near taipei main station)
-dinner
-explore hostel area (shopping etc)
-backed to hostel.

Day 2 (11april):

-Formosa Water Themepark (Ba Xian Hai An)
Opening hours: 0930 - 1700
590NT(SGD 27)
FROM TAIPEI MAIN STATION TO GUAN DU STATAION; RED LINE; 15TH STOP.
THEN TAKE BUS NO. 22 TO THE THEMEPARK.

-Shilin night market
TAKE TRAIN TO JIANTAN STATION FROM GUAN DU STATION; RED LINE; 8TH STOP.

Day 3 (12april):

-Yang Ming Shan
FROM TAIPEI MAIN STATION TO BEI TOU STATION; RED LINE; 12TH STOP. THEN TAKE BUS.

-Lao Jie(something like nightmarket but opens in day time) & Yu Ren Ma Tou(fishing port)
FROM BEI TOU STATION TO DAN SHUI STATION; RED LINE; 6THSTOP.
FROM LAO JIE TAKE BUS/CAB TO YU REN MA TOU.

-Gong Guan Station(shopping)
FROM DAN SHUI STATION TO GOND GUAN STATION; RED LINE TO GREEN LINE; 23 STOPS.

Day 4 (13april):

-Wu Fen Pu
Opening hours - after 11am
FROM TAIPEI MAIN STATION TO HOU SHAN PI STATION; BLUE LINE; 8TH STATION.

-101 Building
450NT all the way to the top of the building (SGD 21)
TAKE A CAB FROM WU FEN PU TO 101 BUILDING.

Day 5 (14april):

- Ximending
FROM TAIPEI MAIN STATION TO XI MEN STATION; BLUE LINE; NEXT STOP.
we'll reach there at around 11.30am - 12pm, then shop all the way till carol & friend leave for the airport.

the rest of the days have yet been planned. will do it again on the trip itself i guess. (:

2007-04-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

boring.

yeps. today is a boring day lahs. im like sort of gounded. hahas. so i stayed at home the whole day. and through the whole day, im online. rare sight huhs! hahas. used the com for so long until aunt says i've got to switch it off right now at this moment! =X

i was so bored. bored till i did some baking! i love baking ((: baked cookies for darr. tml passing it to him when he comes by my place. hope he likes them.

played games for a long tm. me, gamer?hahas! so funny lahs. like nerd like tt. NERD NERD! X) im addicted to diner dash 2 & chuzzle. when i play chuzzle, i call it chuzzle-ing. hahs. so cute lahs. new term. CHUZZLE-ING.

okaes. so tml should be quite fun lahs. family gathering again. cos we're gonna "shao mu". i love meeting my cousins. ((: altho the weather's gonna be hot. bt then im sure it'll be fun! yeps. and caroline msged me online just now. she says i can collect my creative zen frm her on monday night! yayness! got the green & black 2G one. i've got the same mp3 as darr! (: and we've got the same laptop. hahas. so many same things lahs. i wonder wats next. not sure if im gonna bring my mp3 over. might not hv the time to load songs and all. hmmmmm. so maybe bringing darr's over. i love my 24/7 bf lahs.

excited! totally. cos taiwan trip's in 4 days time.
MISS ME!

im so gonna miss my NERD NERD. =/

2007-04-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

BOO!

hellos. I SPENT ALMOST 12HRS IN MY HEELS TODAYS. wahs. achievement lohs! haas.

well, everything went well today (: except tt i kept complaining and whining about my feet. cos really cannot take it. kept walking and walking. endless walking = poor feet! ke lian them. i'll nv nv nv walk so long in my heels again. maybe i will. hmmmm. hahas. contradicting.

oh, i slpt late last night! cos i was up making rocher flowers for my fengshan kids! (: and dave was rights, i had lots of kids whom i dun even know coming up to me! ahas. cuteness lahs. then aft tt pei yongzhen go to raffles to collect her pay. and then i met dave for a movie.

watched FREEDOM WRITERS. the show's great! worth watching too. talks about the different races in america and how the teacher helped them overcome the differences. yea. go watched lahs!hahas.

then aft tt went to PS. meet the parent session. hahas. kan chiong spider. he kept irritating me lohs. KARMA! hahahs. i sound evil. heh. (: *SMILES WIDELY. then i saw the bags of toys and prizes that his mum, sis, cousins & aunt were holding. i was like omg! lols. damn pro lahs. hahas. i have nv seen these lahs. besides marcus & bryan in the past. this is like the HIGHEST POINT! hahas. then left for home aft tt. didnt managed to see his mum catch those toys lahs. maybe next tm! ((:

octobendan's so into nerd nerd lahs.

2007-04-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

KANGAROOS :D

WHEE. CHILDHOOD MEMORIES ((:

HAHAS. LIVE ANIMAL? :P

FOURSOME :D

MONISHA, ME, ZINC & MAX.
ME & SEALION.
CAROLINE & ME.

ME & ELEPHANT ZINC.

stay tuned for more photos!

2007-04-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!

was too tired to blog ytd. so im gonna do double blogging tonight before the night ends! (:

zoo trip was a total fun! met the girls at 7am. moon was late! hahas. carol was the earliest, followed by me than zinc. see see? i wasnt late kaes! so exciting. we crapped all the way to the zoo lohs. took a train to amk then aft tt we shared a cab to the zoo. i still owe carol 4.5o. =X we thought we were the earliest lahs. surprised to see so many tourists there le.

the first stop was to see the elephants bathe! hahas. so cute. totally. u'll see how hard the zookeepers scrub them! we got to touch them too. (: i cant really remb where we went lahs.
bt we almost covered the whole zoo! we styed ther till 5pm. 30mins before the zoo closes! walked till my legs damn pain.

i enjoyed the animal shows there. i think we caught almost all the shows there! i love the one with the sealion. cos carol and i spent 5bucks just to take photo with it. adorable. theres also the dogs show. the trainer was cute! natalie's her name. oh yah! zinc's in LOVE with YVETTE lohs.=/ lols. we took a picture with her too. then we paid another 5bucks to feed the kangaroos. damn scary i tell u! woahs. kinda aggressive when it comes to feeding time. they were like all over us. carol got scratched by them. i was the luckiest lohs. I STEPPED ON THEIR SHIT. -.- despite moon's numerous telling. i still stepped on them! hahahs. damn funny lahs. carol left first then the 3 of us walked ard oursleves. cos moon wanna ride on the elephants! in the end she didnt get to ride, cos neither me nor zinc wanna ride. sorry girl! cos i spent 5bucks on the photo with sealion le. so gotta save money! yeaps. oh, we almost got lost in the zoo lohs. so this can actually comfirm the statement : GIRLS HAVE NO SENSE OF DIRECTIONS! omg.

we waited quite long for the bus and the journey's super long. made dave wait for me again. sorry my dear. =/ not the firsttm le. so kinda guilty u know. most of the time he's the one waiting for me. hmmmmm. next tm try not to let u wait okaes? ((: met him at serangoon and we went to chomp chomp for dinner. zinc ordered chocolate beancurd which looks like pig liver lahs! hahas. not nice de =X moon ordered bundung beancurd then dave & me ordered custard beancurd! wahs. totally yummy!

super tired when i got home. had a shower and slpt at 9.30pm! lols. woke up at 10am. (:
I LOVE SLPING LAHS.

then today couldnt join moon and the rest for the movie. wasnt allowed to. had to wait for aunt to get home before she brought me out to join gerry and co. for a session of badminton. had been a super long time since i perspired like mad! lols. aft tt had lunch-cum-early dinner at fish and co. before we left for gerry's home to plan the taiwan's itinery!

alrites. super lengthy post tonights.
hope it doesnt bore my readers (:
nites ppl

2007-04-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

whhhhheeeeee.

im excited. zoo trip's tml! i cant wait lahs. (: most importantly im meeting loves! hvent seen him for 2 days! can barely make it throughout the 2 days. then how to survive 9 days? ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

went over to joey's place for her bdae celebration. nopes, her bdae's tml bt she's celebrating in advance. (: oh ya! HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
we took loads of pics again. damn cute! i love my lil cousins lahs. gonna send them to dave, then load them in the blog.

when i was at my joey's place, her mum, who is my aunt asked where's my bf -.- hahas. she thought buddy was my bf lahs! hahas. she saw us studying at loyang the other tm. lols. aft tt i told her dave stays at 211 and she immediately asked me to bring him over. hahas. everyone's excited to meet you lahs. one day i shall bring you over. (: excited huhs? bleahs.

linlin dearest. cheer up alrites? im here for you. she can say all she wants lahs. let her mouth rot. opps =X hahas. I STILL LOVE YOU. yeaps! hahs. i cant wait to meet up with you and leng, im sure we gonna hv so much fun! YAYNESS.

alrites, gtg to bed now.

hey hey you you, i know that you like me!
and its not a secret (:

2007-03-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm.

havent even met his mum and i've already left her a bad impression. this is bad. sigh. well, its true tt my educational status isnt very stable. should have studied alot harder in the past. but i cant really do anything about it anymore huhs? just gotta do my very best in poly this year.
JIAYOU; JIAYOU! GOGOGO!
(if buddy knew about this, he'll surely tell me this. so bud, if you're reading this, you'll know what to do huhs?)

alrites. i had a blast this whole day, minus-ing the time i spent thinking about him. (: omg. zinc was super crazy today! okaes, so was i! hahas. we did the craziest stuff. kept laughing over small matters. and then kept disturbing monisha and nabil. lols.
monisha, if you're reading this.. sorry alrites? all those were just for fun lahs. we didnt mean to tease you! but you look quite cute with him! =X bleahs.
opps. i think im gonna get it frm monisha on our zoo outing. alrites! for the fun of it. ohhhhh. we're gonna throw zinc into the pool! ZINC BE WARY OF US. so pls bring extra clothings! dun be lazy lahs. just in case SOME MISHARP HAPPENS TO YOU IN THE ZOO. =D

then mao mao kept following me when she woke up! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, damn scary! when she yawned, her mouth was opened till very very big lahs! then i could see her teeth. eeeeewwwww. freaked me out totally. i was like screaming at the cc when she followed me. it was damn paiseh! cos there were many ppl playing bball at the cc. bt it didnt really bother me at the point of time i was screaming lahs. hahas. the only thing i like about mao mao is when she is slping! hahs.
I LOVE MAO MAO WHEN SHE'S SLPING.

alrites, i think i shall just blog up to here.

darr's in a good mood today (:
IF HE'S HAPPY; IM HAPPY.
ily`

2007-03-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

introducing the boys in my class at FENGSHAN PRIMARY SCHOOL.

FROM LEFT: DANIAL, SHANKAR, MATIN, RIDHO & ZARIFI(BACK).
CLASS PHOTO
FROM LEFT: SUFYAN, SHANKAR, ZARIFI, ME, DANIAL, MATIN & RIDHO.ME & DANIAL.
ME & MATIN.
FROM LEFT: DANIAL, MATIN & ENG KEONG.
MY KIDS ARE TOTALLY CUTE ARENT THEY? X)

its my last lesson with them next week! so more photos of us will be uploaded.

stay tuned! (:

2007-03-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm.

he chatted with one of my ex just now. and he keeps telling dave goodlucks etc.
it just makes me think back of what a lousy gf i used to be. hmmm. really, used to be a lousy one. bt what about now? im i a good gf?

i only know i want to make him the happiest guy. i want to treasure him as much as i could and shower him with all my love. cos he's always there for me, being my 24/7 bf. i wanna treat him the way he treats me.

alrites, short entry tonights.
ciaos.

ily`
yes i really do.

2007-03-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

think i'll start to like long bus rides le. (:

i really wonder how dave does all his blog. short and sweet! i jus love reading his blog. (ps: shouldnt keep referring him as darr, cos sher's like sort of complaining!) hahas.

yea, we've known each other for 7 yrs. tts like super long.
i mean, no other guys i met known me for this long. excluding andrew of cos.im just glad tt i met him (:

teaching was alil better today. i made a new guy friend today. susan's elder bro. surprisingly susan looks more mature than him! =X and he's also in tp business school. the coincidence part is he is in the same course as ronald! hahas. i asked if he knows ronald and the 1st thing he said was " the skinny skinny guy?" hahas. yeaps. ronald damn skinny lahs. opps. i just realised we hvent meet up yets! oh no. nvm, shall just pretend. X)

im looking so forward to so many things!
- taiwan (okaes, i know i mentioned this loads of tms le.)
- school
- phantom of the opera musical

EXCITED!

9 whole days`
im sure we'll make it through darr (:
although i know im really gonna miss you loads.

2007-03-27T10:22:00.000+08:00

(:

hvent been blogging these few days. so here i am to update what have been going on!

Sunday(25mar07) : took half shift for caroline. helped her cover up to 3pm and then went off to pasir ris interchange to meet jianwu. went to ntuc (erms, or was it shop & save? hmmm) got many bottles of drinks and some foodstuff for the bbq. darr was also with us! then i saw mr poh,benedict, syafiq, felix etc. woahs! mr poh really slimmed down alots. hahas. i guess NS do really helps you know. hahas. chatted awhile then they left le. (: initially was kinda akward to be with my old classmates. its like kena outcasted like tt. cos i didnt talk much to them. well, in seccondary school, the only tm i mixed with them was during class and outside school activities which had to be done as a class. =X most of the tm u'll always see me hanging out with either the council ppl or the school band.

then jianwu went to start the fire, as usual, he's always the one who starts the fire. no one else helped him. cos the rest were all busy chit-chatting. yes, including me of cos. hahs. then when the crowd becomes larger, the atmosphere changed (: everyone was talking to everyone. even thoses whom i rarely talked to, talked to me! okaes, so ppl do change. winnie & i concluded tt weijie changed the most! frm the botak & plum guy we know, to someone we wouldnt regconised on the streets! amazing huhs. we felt so sua ku when joan says she always see them in school. -.- we had loads of catching up to do. sad to say meiqi & sujie werent ard. if not im sure i would hv had a blast of a tm (: before aireena left, we took 2 class pics. so im still waiting for the photos to be sent to me.

towards the end of the night, we played indian poker, as suggested by justin. okaes. it was fun playing in such a big grp. cos this means lesser chances of losing! hahas. rennie was kinda sway, had to drink chivas twice in a row. hahas. darr also had to drink. not bcos he lost but bcos he's my bf and we were about to leave the place le. poor you. lols.

Monday(26mar07) : working as usual. but i was slightly late! didnt meet zinc, moon, hidir & hairul for breakfast. cos i overslpt! i must have been real tired! then we were spending our time as usual when darr suddenly popped out!he bought as food! (: and he finally got to meet his RIVAL IN LOVE. heh. javier! hahas. javier said bye bye to him. darr! he's so sweet rights? then today mao mao very ke lian which resulted in me becoming ke lian too. =/ uncle robin says we're not allowed to feed her. okaes, not me hors! i dun like mao mao. then mao mao became hungry and followed us wherever we went. it became kinda irritating when she became sensitive when there's the sound of the plastic bag. ya lohs. so in the end she become too hungry and slpt for the whole day. quite ke lian rights? hmmmm.
i was looking so forward to going home with darr. bt then aunt called to say she's fetching me. it like so.. sigh. nvm. bt i still wanna thnk darr for taking the trouble to come all the way down to my workplace. (:

alrites. shall blogg till here. meeting agnes at 11.15am later. gotta collect our medical report then head down to tp to submit our stuff.
maybe i'll head down to courts to find darr!
byes. (:

oh yah! i dun wan HONEYMOON PERIOD to end ((:

2007-03-24T09:51:00.000+08:00

HHHHEEELLLLLOOOO.

hahas. wasnt allowed to use the com ytd nite. so i slpt early at 11.30pm! so cool rites? heh.

okaes. i enjoyed myself ytd. (:
it started with me meeting agnes & adam. we went for the medical checkup. omg. it took us 3.5hrs to complete everything! waited like kuku again lahs. hahas. then i went home to rest before going downstairs to take my ic photo. damn sway lahs. cos the photoshop was closed! aaaaahhhhhhhh. arghs. so no choice, went to the bookshop to get my photos duplicated. eeeeeeee..i dun like the photo lahs. so nan kan de. lols.

then met up with them again to go submit the envelope A. both of them got to sumbit the envelope except me! cos i didnt sign the cpf form.. the lady told me there isnt a deadline! wah laos. made me rush like siaos. bt then also lahs. if not i'll cmf dilly dally de. in the end nv submit even worst arhs. aft tt we went to the business canteen to wait for darr to come.

then agnes & adam left. so me and darr went to chinatown to collect his letter. and then we walked to clarke quay. walked ard the new mall CENTRAL c. it was kinda quiet. most probably bcos it hasnt been fully renovated. another new place to hang outs in future (: had our meals there and then we walked ard clarke quay & all the way to esplanade. i hv nv ever done such walking before. (: darr told me there's loads of things for me to learn frm him.

i have been meeting darr almost everyday since the day we got tgt. and i love it. i just wanna spent every single moment with him till the day i go taiwan. 9 whole days! hahas. gonna miss him, im sure. i know after school reopens, the time i'll be spending with him would lessen. bt who cares? (: ily

it doesnt matter if u're just 6.5,
it doesnt matter if u're not sociable enough,
it doesnt matter if u're not good in ur studies,
and u slough.

cos u'll always be my no.1 (:

2007-03-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

(:

alrites. well, teaching in skl seems like a chore le lahs. we got complained by the tchers in fengshan primary. my goodness. dont they noe how "well-behaved" those kids were?! if we were unprofessional, (okaes,we're nots lahs) then theycan teach their kids on their own u know. what for still need enrichment lessons for them? sigh.

anyways, agnes & adam met me at my place just now. and we went to SATA to do a body checkup. arghs. they had this sign which says : WE DO NOT ACCEPT ANYMORE POLY STUDENTS. waaahhhhhs. -.- then we made our way down to the clinic at the princess cinema building. still, the same thing happened! super sway. then we're gonna go down to SATA early in the morning at 8am. aft tt i've got to rush to fengshan pri.

and the dumbest thing happened to me today! i was out the whole day without my wallet! warrior sia. ahahs. damn funny i tell you. and agnes was saying i can declare today as THE NO WALLET DAY lahs. hahas. so darr had to pay for all my expenses today! X) thnks arhs.

we went to watch MUSIC & LYRICS today. its a nice show. so you guys gotta go watch it! (:

hmmm. alrites. gtg le.

yes yes, i was caught off guard. lols.
ily.

2007-03-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

okaes. hvent been blogging for this 2 days. so here i am blogging! (:

chatted with char just now. okaes. i missed her alots lahs! lots to catch up aft she gets back frm batam!

then in the morning, went to elias park pri to teach. pri3 maths. omg. they are so so so not cute can? i almost wanted to break down lahs. shouted at them bt nobody listens to me! hmpf. arghs. dun like them lohs =X

then rushed down to fengshan. was like so so so late! got there at 4pm. caught in a small drizzle. and my feet hurts frm all those walking. heels = trouble. hahas.

oh oh! javier hugged me today! X) he's super cute. really. then he asked me to help him put on his shoes. wahhhhhs. like his mama like tt lahs! bt then nvm. i did tt willingly too. i miss his hug! opps.

alrites. im taking a short break frm all those poly admission forms. like kena drowned in them le lahs. the forms are like all over my bed! ahhhh. damn messy lohs. its just so like me. hahas. esther = messy. (: aiyahs! bt then the forms are so ma fun! gotta fill this and that. then still gotta shade the oas form. =/

okaes. meeting agnes aft work tml. we're gonna go do the medical checkup tgt at SATA(chai chee). both agnes & darr says tt there will be loads of ppl. which also means tt we'll stay there for a long tm. nvm, wo xi guan le lohs. hahas. then aft tt gonna meet darr. (: YAYNESS.

alrites!
blogging till here.
gonna go complete the forms le.

dunwannaletugo

2007-03-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

kae this is dave the famous blogger again..

i'm hugging a ben dan so tightly it seems as if i'm about to fall asleep! =D

wahh now become i blog for you arhh?

Dave(Foxunlimited)

i like the way you..

2007-03-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

i like the way you always...

i like the way you always sit crosslegged
- coz i know you can't reach the floor

i like the way you always take photos on the left side
- coz you look cuter with those dimples

i like the way you always smile widely
- just to show off your perfectly crafted lips

i like the way you always want me to hold your right hand
- coz of your hurting left thumb

i like the way you always wipe your hands when holding mine
- coz it makes you nervous

i like the way you always say i am tall
- when in actual fact someone is vertically challenged

i like the way you always have the ability to suan me back
- countering what seemingly flawless statement i made

and i like the way you hug - silently telling me never to let you go
you know i never will.

my everything,
Dave(Foxunlimited)

2007-03-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

hellos! (:

ESTHER IS A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

well, i really had a very very very enjoyable day. really.
as for now, im really speechless. dun really know what i should blog when thers just like a whole chunk of things to say! hahas. maybe i'll blog them again when i've really settled down my thoughts and everything.

alrites,gotta go.

18march07`
i've found YOU! =D

2007-03-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

(:

met michael today. alrites. he's a nice guy. and plus he's mini.. just like me lahs! hahas. caroline's sick! and so is zinc. opps. im the culprit! cos im the 1st one who fell sick. btw, michael's so so so nice. cos he kept asking if caroline wanna go home nots. then tells us to be careful of the limping uncle. make sure he's not too overly friendly with us. yeps. (:

okaes. so aft the date (: will be going over to brenda's place to stay over. cos uncle's friend passed away. and they're needed to help out with the wake. so auntie anna and i gotta go keep brenda company. sigh. which means i'll miss my bed! ahhhhhhh.nvm, i think tml will be happy to not be able to slp lahs huhs. hees.

anyways, thnks caroline, my love! thnks for lending me the belt. im still deciding on what im gonna wear tml. hmmm.heels or sneakers? heels.. bt im afraid tt the toes will hurt. sneakers.. im afraid tt it wont go with what i wanna wear tml. sigh. so fun nao lahs. =/ nvm. tml then decide again lahs.. still got loads of tm. =X

hope tml will be an enjoyable night (:
18march07.

2007-03-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

trip to sgh today was.. BORING. cos i went alone. and i waited like a kuku lahs.

reached sgh at 11am.. waited till 12.45pm before i was able to see the doctor lahs! and guess wats? i went in for only 10mins. removed the stitches. freaking painful. and it still hurts now =/ then i had to go for hand therapy. and the appt they gave me was at 2pm -.- cos the doctors there were having lunch break. ahhhhhhhhhhh. so i sat there and wait for another one hr. total boredom! almost died down there. didnt go for lunch cos its really weird to eat alone. cmf give ppl stare de. so i rather starve myself.

arrived at the cc at 4pm. and changed shift with caroline. caroline! sorry. i cant cover for you on sunday. really sorry! anyways, we had a change in supervisor. mr k's no longer our sup le. the new sup's micheal. hvent met him yets. bt heard tt his a nice guy lahs. hmmm. well,i gotta see for myself.

working tml again. and im gonna do what im supposed to do. not much tm left, so i gotta complete it by tml (:

alrites, gotta go.
loves`

he called today. atho it was for a few mins. bt still i felt happy. seems like im really thinking a lil too much last night. gahhhh.
IMY (:

2007-03-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

seriously, i think i am the biggest loser ever!

clicked on his contact on msn for the past 20mins, and i still have not type a single thing -.-
go slp le lahs.

L O S E R `

2007-03-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

work was a total boredom today! not bcos i was working with monisha & hidir.. hmmm.. more to the fact tt there were considered very lil ppl who came to fill up the wbs forms and.. cos i.. hmm.nvm.

as for tml, will be working half shift. spliting my shift with caroline. cos i'll be going to the hospital again for a medical review. appt's at 1120am. hmmm. really sick of having to go to the hospital le. it as if it is my 2nd home you know. arghs. and it seems like the nurses know me le lahs. so aunt will sent me to the hospital and i'll hv to make my own way back. cos mummy's gonna need the family car. cos andrew's going into camp le. i guess im gonna miss him. one less person to bicker with at home, no one to cook late night supper! gosh. i think i'll really miss him. =/

watched prison break just now. MONISHA! yes, the lead actor is hot. hahas. promise me you'll tell me the whole story on prison break 1 alrites? and thnks for the henna painting too ! (:

gotta go.

and last night i chatted with buddy. he says he knows me well. he asked me what if the guy doesnt make the first move? am i gonna let another guy slip away? even before i can answer his question, he answered for me lahs. -.- eh buddy, u might as well zi wen zi da rights? ya, i admit. if he's not making the first move, neither am i. but no, its not that im playing hard to get. its just tt i dont dare to? i wont dare to initiate anymore. not aft the last experience. i know this is just so selfish of me, but i cant help it. call me a loser. or maybe i am really old-fashion.
pls, and if YOU are reading this.. pls, im not hinting you okaes? really im not.
AIYAHS. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY EITHER. arghs.

was kinda shocked to see what he smsed me. i was really really shocked. more of like speechless. i know im touched. bt somehow thers a tinge of guilt in me. i dun noe. why did i even let him go in the past. feel like a total loser. we havent been msging for the past few hrs. its either he is busy or he dont wanna msg me. shant read too much into it.

justknowthatireallymisseshimalotsnow.

2007-03-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

hellos

coke cures cough! tts wat sherlina's grandma said lohs. caroline & hidir do not believe me! even siew leng says so! if tml my cough gets better, then its true lohs! *praying hard. bt then it sounds abit funny oso huhs. hahas.

ah k is so nice lahs. i called to ask if its okaes to go late for work on 21march. and he says okaes so readily! (: many many thnks! cos its really a last min thing. zinc suddenly had to go ask abt study loans stuff with her mum. and i feel bad if they were to really change the dat bcos of me. so i can actually go elias primary in peace (: cos there wont be any trouble for anyone. bt then i'll have to rush back to bedok aft tt.

well,worked with hidir & caroline today. and we were cam whoring all the way lahs! haas. caroline & hidir really looked like a total couple. haas. well, and im the 3rd party. tts wat caroline says! hahas. me = 3rd party. tts funny!
oh oh! i finally saw hidir's twin bro, hairul! wahs. they look so so so alike. okaes. tts bcos they're twins. heh. ad i've gotta agree with the girls tt hairul indeed looks cuter then hidir. bt then hidir's got the more mature look lahs. yeps.

blogging till here.
nites ppl.

CORNY BUT TOTALLY SWEET.
cant wait for your camp to end.
and sunday is the day (:

2007-03-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

im home. missed me? =X
ahas. i know u missed me eh? come on dun deny. lols
(like talking to myself lahs)

met up with leng at suntec. then we walked over to millennia walk. wanted to find the green peppermint m&m. bt then they were all out of stock! arghs. dampen my spirit lahs. cos vivo's candy empire oso out of stock le! so we walked ard marina sq & suntec.

omg. i cant believed it lahs. i bought polo tees ONCE AGAIN. i think i have like about more than 10 of them in my wardrobe! lols. im a polo tee girl lahs. so u'll seldom see me dressing or dolling myself up. unless its some kind of event/occassion/impt meeting etc etc. bought 2 for 30bucks. then we continued walking ard marina sq. came upon topshop. or rather we were at topman first. looking at tees for leng. bt in the end, i was the one shopping! went to topshop and got myself a grey empire ruch tee. in short its like a short dress lahs. 29 bucks. woahs. im amazed at the way i shop. cos i dun really like hanging ard the shop,deciding on whether i should buy the particular top anots. its just so ma fun. leng helped me chose the color! grey! i like it lahs.

we went for lunch at fins. yes yes,rene is right! the fish & chips ae really fabulous! (:

then we went to carrefour. trying to look for bottles. in the end we bought this lemon drink, which comes in a glass bottle. cute. haas. shhhh.im not going to say what im using it for. its a secret!

alrites. cousin is using me as a guinea pig. she's tying my hair cos she's gotta practice on tying the braids. ya. im such a nice cousin rights? =D

i wanna get well soon. coughing like thers no tml! leng laughed at the way im coughing. she thinks its funny lohs. hmpf. maybe cos i was really coughing real hard. oh, and i felt like a kuku just now! standing outside the convention hall waiting for 518 -.-
waited for the bus at 6.30,6.45 like tt. and i board the bus at 7.45 and i got home only at 8.30! there was like a massive jam lahs. and due to the heavy rain, therefore the bus takes very long to arrive. next tm must get ppl to pei me wait for bus le. if not i'll really die of boredom!

he's at the skl camp. and is busy currently. hmmm. im bored,bt i dun wanna disturb him. (:
wo shi hao ren lohs. hahas.
okaes. and our date list is getting longer and longer. (:

2007-03-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

boo!

im backed frm work. teaching was.. erms. like tt lohs? yes yes, my answer's so vague. okaes lahs. it was alrites. (still so vague!) 2 more new students came into my class today. fammi & matin. they're best friends. and they are so so so so so cute. especially fammi! i like his handwriting. very neat for a small boy like him. and he is just so small size. alrites,i think i was like him when i was in pri1. ((: the sight of him just makes you want to hug him tight lahs. ooops. abit too over.

so here i am.. blogging. waiting for tm to pass. hmmm.maybe i should grab some slp before meeting leng. yawns. oh! i yawned a couple of tms during lessons. =X okaes, not something to be proud of huhs. hahas.

and i've received a sms frm jianwu just now. there's a class bbq this coming sunday! whhheeee. im excited! (:

backed to more important stuff.
my shopping list or rather MY WANT LIST is getting longer!
so let me share with you guys. (:

1) wallet
2) converse sneakers
3) spectacles
4) earrings
5) clothes
6) ipod
7) heels
8) digital camera

tt should be all. not very long rights. hees. maybe i can get some stuff when im in taiwan.
alrites. stay tuned for the 2nd post of the day later! byes.

2007-03-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

hellos!

watching the news now. wahs. me, watching news. damn rare! they're talking about a combination of a fishtank and a toilet bowl. hahas. so cool. wanna know more? watch the news yourself lahs. im not a newscaster lohs. do i even look like one? (:

okaes.so tml only gotta work at fengshan primary at 9am. i exchanged class with yongzhen today. omgomgomg. i prefer my class more. so tml no more changing of classes! her class.. sigh. really as bad as what she says. so i better appreciate my class. well, gerry and i came toa conclusion. we're nv gonna be teachers! maybe its alrites to take up relief teaching and all. bt nv as a career. so i really think i cant handle them. heh.im comfirm tt kind of teacher who gets bully all the way. oh yah! gotta top up my sweets. need to "bribe" them you know. so tt they'll listen to me! whahahahahs. so smart lahs!
i just took up another teaching job at elias primary. teach pri3 maths. hope tt it'll be alrites. should be easier to control. bt then at pasir ris lehs. not my turf. i'll get lost there. -.- dun laugh at me. i know im super lu chi. so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. thnks arhs

today working at fengshan cc, time passed super fast. actually throughout the day i was like thinking of wherther i should sms him nots. bt i didnt. i dont know what am i hesistating. bt then he msged me. lols. was it pure coincidence or whats?i was surprised tt he actually went to vivo's candy empire.okaes! stop thinking so much lahs! wake up! huhhhhhhhhh huhhhhhhhhhh huhhhhhhhhh XD
hmmm. caroline today super pian tai lahs! she should know why lohs. then i gave mr cc-manager-to-be a new nick name. zi tzu, aka as spider in chi. hahas. his name super hard to pronounce lahs. then whenever i mention his name, zinc always laugh the hardest! eh eh, zinc likes guys in blue shirt! hahas. dun deny.
and towards the end of the day, there was this group of aunties waiting to attend their english lessons. huo dao lao, xue dao lao! they super cute lahs. have u ever seen aunties mugging? well, i just experienced tt. lols. apparently, they are all having a short test lahs. and then they came to borrow our table and were actually copying notes frm one another! hvent adults always been telling us not to copy? ahahs. we caught them redhanded! we translated some sentences for them and wished them luck. hahs. cuteness!

alrites. gotta go!
tml after work, will be meeting leng.
ciaos ((:

PS: gerry! i seriously think i look damn kuku in our secondary skl days!!

2007-03-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

not fair not fair!

i dun wanna be sick lahs. -arghs.
sigh. anyways, ray just texted me saying he's backed in singapore le. yeps. so most probably, we'll go on with the plan. actually not really plan.. bt ya, the plan. shit. what am i talking about?

okaes. hmmm. bro just gave me the bluetooth thingy frm uncle simon. i hate my brother. so irritating lahs!
let me conclude: brother = pest! hahahahahahas.
tts funny! =X opps.
they're also a pain in the neck too.

hahas.chatting with dodo on msn now.
silly you. its not ur fault. so stop feeling guilty lahs. bt then if you're really guilty, then do something about it lohs. heh. (: *MAJOR HINTING.

when you're sick. there's plenty of things which you cant do! you cant enjoy your day, cant eat those nice food. sobs. and lastly cant watch your tv progs in peace! ahhhhhhhhhh. tts the last thing i want to happen on me. arghs. let me emphasize again, I HATE BEING SICK.

alrites, i dun care. i wanna eat or jian(oyster omelette). grandma fried them. and im so so so tempted to eat them! kaes, my mind has been set. I SHALL EAT THEM AT ALL COST! (:

working tml. fengshan primary @ 9am then fengshan cc @ 12. which means i'll have n hr's break before starting work at the cc. i think we'll have breakfast.. okaes. tts all for tonites. 2 posts in a day. so proud of myself lahs. heh

oh, did i ever mention this before?
I LOVE PEPPERMINT M&Ns (:

2007-03-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

Things to do from tonight onwards:

1) no more late nights!
2) cut my nails.
3) pack my room.
4) open the letterbox everday so tt i do not miss out on my enrollment package.
5) enjoy my everyday, cos skl's starting soon! (:

alrites, pls make sure i stick closely to these.
sigh. as predicted, im having a headache now! aaaahhhhhhhh. i dun like headaches. its just so... so..... erms. hahas. i dun noe how to describe it. bt u guys should noe rites?

hmmm.read dodo's blog. yeaps. i totally agree to it. hahs. nvm. gonna watch my tv show le. shall update later if im free.

ciaos.

2007-03-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

2007-03-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

boo.

yawns damn tired at work today. most probably was dued to late nite slping these few nites.
fell aslp for like ard an hr at work lahs. hahahs. XD

then zinc,monisha & i made a power point slide today!hahas. ZINCSHADIR JOB AGENCY.free until like tt. we included xiao ming in the slides! heh.oh, for ur info. xiao ming's my pet housefly. tee hee

i think my haircut is damn jialat! arghs. i think im gonna go to the hair saloon again tml. going to ask if the hairdresser can salvage it nots. pls pls pls. pls. tell me u're able to huhs!

sigh. gonna hv to wake up super duper early tml! cos hv to go to the temple for some praying stuff. yeps. i think today's post will stop till here. not much things to blog about.

huhhhhhhhhhhh huhhhhhhhhhhhh huhhhhhhhhhhhh. (:

2007-03-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

2007-03-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

aloha!

jus got tp's comfirmation email just now. and skl's gonna start on 23rd apr! YAYNESS!
haaaaaaaaaaaas. im jus so excited about skl. (:

teaching was great. jus tt sufyan's kinda mischivious today! didnt wanna listen to miss tan lohs. ran ard in class. refusing to do wat i say. hmpf. bully me lahs! sherlina was rights. kids bully me. damn heng to hv only one boy in my class. phew! the girls are so easy to handle. very very sweet girls.

then aft tt rushed for work at the cc. was late. bt no choice lahs. i left the skl at 12.30pm.
work was oso fun. hahas. today was with hidir & caroline. and i only get to see hidir once a week.how sad can it be. nvm, caroline, we share hidir lahs! =X

alrites. uncle simon sponsored me for the taiwan trip! ESTHER IS REALLY A HAPPY GIRL! cos i was supposed to go japan with auntie annie. bt then we tot skl's starting early so they didnt book the tickets for me. then jus now they were at my place and i told them tt skl starts on the 23rd. surprisingly, he says "ok, then i give u money to go taiwan." hahahahahahahhahahs.

which means i'll have extra money to buy an ipod!

YAYNESS.
gotta ciaos.

2007-03-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

(:

today was quite a happening day! and tt makes me a happy girl. hahas

hmmm. went to fengshan pri to teach pri 1 kids today. yes, yes. IM MISS TAN. dun laugh at me! lesson was okaes. and we were divided into 3 grps. we chose the theme: SESAME STREETS. my grp was BIG BIRD, gerry's was ELMO and yongzhen's was COOKIE MONSTER. hahas. so cute rites? then we were told to teach them count frm 1 - 10 and then 10 - 1. aft tt we gotta make sure they know how to spell the numbers 1 - 10 too. it was kinda fun cos my class wasnt very big. 4 kids only. so it was kinda easy to interact with them. (: heh. the kids are jus so adorable! lessons lasted an hr cos lil kids cant absorb too much learning a day.

met up with raynard..yes, finally aft such a long tm. heh. sorry about tt you know. we walked ard, went to the cpf building and looked for gerry there. hahas. ray didnt really regconized gerry.well, she really changed alot since sec1 lahs. then waited for her to end work at 5.15pm. went to long johns to grab a bite while waiting for dave. ray was very mean lahs! kept lying. he even tried to lie to dave tt we were supposed to meet at orchard instead of CS.

so we caught a movie, HAPPILY NEVER AFTER. gosh. it was like a waste of money. ya. it was boring. opps. bt ya.. stating the fact. gerry went off first then dave and i accompanied ray to wait for his GIRL - FRIEND. we kept irriating ray with the GIRL - FRIEND issues. seems like he was gonna blow up any moment lahs. okaes. we were mean. bt no harm!

well. went off with dave aft ray's friend came along. and i jus realised dave and i were supposed to take bus frm different sides. cos he's bus was supposed to head toward pasir ris while mine was towards bedok. he offered to sent me home. and i only realised tt aft my shower! -.- super lag lahs. on our way home. we chatted. i can say tt it was a great feeling of catching with him. cos we used to be together in our lower sec days. he still rembs tt he sent me home once. lols. tts sweet of him huhs. somehow the feelings' still lingering in me. as in the past lahs. hahas. nvm.

okaes. we're gonna meet up again next week! finally found someone who's oso so enthu in horrror movie! hahas. dave oso wanna watch HAUNTED SCHOOL. and we're gonna drag weiyang & ray to the movie. weiyang PS us lohs! so tts his punishment. and as for ray. i dun noe. jus wanna force him to watch. HE'S TIMID! =X

dodo! thnks for sending me home (:

2007-03-06T19:24:00.004+08:00

hi all.

posting was out this morning 8am.
well. i got into nyp's visual communication through jae and then for jpsae, i got into hospitality & tourism management in tp. so now rather confused on where i should go to. anyways, i have till the end of this mth to make a decision. i bet this is gonna b so hard lahs.

to my friend, you know who:
eh.. u should know very well my sentence didnt mean tt lohs. altho i did say expensive stuff, i did not say u're one who goes for expensive stuff kaes. i know u sounded offeneded bt i really didnt mean tt kaes. i was venting my anger. somehow i was particularly upset tt very day. oh well. yue miao yue hei. nvm. forget it.. if u wanna bear grudges against me then i cant do anything abt it either. bt you'll still be my friend. yea. tts all i've gotta say le. and thnks for calling me up to let me know about the job offer at fengshan pri. (: thnks. hope everything's gonna be jus like last tm if not, then wo jiu ren ming le.

i cant stand it when aunt speaks like she knows everything. okaes. i'll have to admit,she does know alot of things. bt certain stuff u cant possibily force u know. like wat the f. im geting pissed with her these days. taiwan trip, poly admission. FREAK. she has been asking me to do meaningful and stuff tt are related to the cousre tt i got into. shen qing bing lahs. how to prepare? u show me how then i'll follow. bth.

and to leng. heyys girl.. i really enjoyed myself with you today! (: yayness to our friendship.
you yi wan shui! thnks for accompanying me to get a haircut and for installing the photoshop prog in my lappy. hees. a million thnks tt cant be express.

bye peeps!

2007-03-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

woke up super duper early today.

working was damn funny for today, its not tt i dont enjoy my working days previously. bt for today, my love was like shit funny lahs. just wat is wrong with her today? lols. mayb bcos dragonboy's coming back tml. kept disturbing zinc about BLUE SHIRT GUYS. yes, our dear zinc has a thing for BLUE SHIRT GUYS. hahas. freaking funny. u guys should hear how caroline did the impromtu rap about zinc and 20 plus year old blue shirt guys. heh.

and i've got cramps today! damn the feeling. so irritating. okaes R A N D O M.

hmmm. jus to tell caroline & linlin. im not tt vulnerable lahs. trust me girls. I AM SO NOT VULNERABLE. mayb i used to be in the past. bt definately not now. (: i noe what im doing, so dont worry too much for me esp my love. i'll update u on everything. i promise.

oh yah, i totally freaked out when they removed the dressing for my thumb. my left thumb is like way smaller than my right one. right thumb is like in a perfect thumb shape(rounded) while left thumb is pointed! the stitches are still there. jus tt left thumb's covered up in plaster. tot of posting left thumb's picture. bt i reckon many ppl's gonna freak out.
alrites,nites!

ps: oh oh! i wanna get a haircut tml!

wish me lucks for tml's posting!

2007-03-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

hellos!
woke up early today and went for the travel fair with my aunt. it was okaes lahs.went ther for like an hr or so then went down to cityhall.ther was another travel fair.

hmmm..im pissed today. do not ask why. simply its bcos somebody pissed me off badly! it sucks being a middleman. try bring one for urself and u'll understand my feelings. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.jus feel like screaming. why do u make me feel that aft all these years, u somehow took me for granted?like having to do what u say and all.. it jus drives me crazy. i may treat u as my best friend. bt wat abt u? do u treat me as one?mayb only a friend i supposed huhs. i took the trouble to do tt for you..and u jus returned me an expression with no reaction?sigh. mayb im really thinking way too much. or mayb i shudnt even have took the trouble to made u those. little things like mine cant br compared with EXPENSIVE STUFF mahs hors?! *rolls eyes

enough rantings. went to a couple of places aft tt. to the temple. to pray of cos. then to parkway, went back to chocz. trivian was ther. woahs. surprisingly she remembers me. lols. today's jasper's bdae so we got a large chocolate mousse cake for 67bucks. paid 60bucks with the vouchers i got last christmas. then aunt paid the remaining. the whole family went to bedok south for dinner and then aft dinner,aunt sent me to the cc to return caroline her roll of ribbon. sad. tkd boy wasnt here for training todae. and the saddest thing is tt they have shifted backed into the hall for trainngs. boo.

sigh! i gotta wake up super early tml cos i have an appointment with dr yam. 8.10am!! freaking early. bt oh well, cos im working at 12pm..dun wanna be late. so gotta endure lahs.

alrites. gtg.sorry, i noe today's post is kinda boring.cant blame me,

IM IN A PISSED OFF MOOD.

nites.

HAPPY 10th BDAE JASPER :D

2007-03-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

2007-03-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
esther's in a happy mood today!
cos she saw a shuai ge jus now. heh.

gosh.i jus cant seem to take him off my mind. and he's the reason y i wanna leave at 9pm tonite! i knock off at 9pm, bt we usually leave the cc at 8.50pm. yeps. i realised tt i've missed out on so many fridays! cos thers TKD classes. and the guy's one of the instructors ther. tt guys absolutely the kind of guys i like to oggle at! bleahs. gosh.im gettin alil carried away huhs. opps.
i asked agnes to help me da ting da ting about tt guy. hahas. cos her friend is tt guys tkd mate. yayness huhs? pls feel happy for me (:

workin with hidir was fun. altho we were doin our own stuff. and yes,i've finally understand y caroline says hidir's super vulgur. hahs. congrats to my friends who did well for their a's! especially caroline & gerry. im proud of u gals! it was rainin jus now.. so ther wasnt many ppl who came to the cc.
then the tkd ppl came at 8pm. watched them do their stuff and we left at 9pm. well.. i think i had a good tm watchin him! lols. and the instructor in charge was super duper fierce! omg. shout at this poor boy for tryin to escape trainin session jus bcos he had his BCG today. the instructor ran all the way out of the cc to catch him. damn drama i tell u. hahs. then he was shoutin the shit out of the lil guy. and punished him. woahs. i actually had the tot of joinin tkd since young.. bt today's experience made me have second tots. well..i shall put tt further done my agenda lahs.

oh yah. i think my blog went haywire too. the alinement shifted damn terribly. hmmm. wait till im free then i'll change the skin. and i guess its tm i changed the blogskin eh?

gotta go.
loves.

2007-03-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

2007-03-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

to hell with blogger!

it just drives me crazy lahs.
it not tt i dun wanna log.its the system tts goin haywires! i posted some pics which i took with caroline & zinc the other day. and damn blogger refused to let me blog in peace! argh.

anyways, i ent for my operation again.yes AGAIN. my left thumb doesnt seems too cooperative u noe.. the lump keeps coming back. well, only god noes when its gonna heal. the aft my op, accompany jasmine to the dentist.hahas. she's puttin braces next week! damn excited for her. i long for braces too! bt then i cant..cos my teeth dont even need. bahs. lols.

met up with gerry @ 6.45pm jus now at TM. we went to catch a movie. watched norbit. its freakin funny! hahas. eddie murphy is such a talent.. he acts 3 roles in the show. i had a good tm watchin the movie. well. i guess my wallet's dying soon! been spendin too much on food these days!im goin broke =( and i still hvent sumbit mt timesheet. which means my pay's only comin in aft the 10th of this mth! gosh. i really need some cash now!

work was fun ytd. caroline chased me at the concourse becos i teased her. hahs. we looked like mad women lahs. hahas. so dumb, bt then it was fun!

oh! all the best to the ppl who are gettin their a's tml! goodlucks (=

okaes, and i dreamt of him 2 nites ago. i dun noe how come. bt i just did! arghs. i jus hate the aft feelin of it.

shall stop all these random stuff. TP called me up a 2 weeks ago. askin me if i can still sideread nots. wat the hell. its been like how many yrs since i last played the clarinet lahs! and the lady sounded as if she wanted me to audition into the band and join them. bt aft tt she hang up sayin tt she jus need more info. hmmm. i felt kinda stupid. bt char tells me not to think so much lahs.hahs

alrites. gotta go. will post the pics in a new post (=

2007-02-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

alrites. im here to blog again.

hmm..its been like more than a week since i last post lahs. sorry about tt huhs.

well,i jus got home. went to River Hongbao with the other family. mummy's in-laws. omfs(oh my freaking shit) hahas. jingyi is so horrendous lahs! i totally felt like give her a box can? as in practically box her in the face and not give her a cardboard box lahs. damn attitude..if she was my direct cousin, i would hv given her a good tongue slashin lahs. -.- so thru out the whole journey i tolerated her.woahs. me toleratin a nasty kid.. applaud for me pls. (:

then i saw a couple of shuai-ges. heh. HUNKING alone. seriously, i saw the ice cream boy staring at me twice lahs. haas. he looks so cute..bt looks abit wrong lehs..cos he had his hair tied up! eeeewwwww.

oh yah,earlier i went to bedok central. and got this bag for like 16bucks?! freak. so freakin cheap can? gonna show it to caroline, my lesbian gf tml..heh. hopefully it really does look great! i plan on gettin another one this coming sundae.. you noe, goin to poly means u hv to get more clothes, bags and accessories etc. heh. so pardon me for wastin alot of money. i cant help it lahs.

and then im gonna go taiwan!i realy cant wait..4apr to 16apr. woahs. damn damn excited. altho we hvent get the tickets yets. bt it has been decided tentatively. lookin so forward to goin to taipei.. if any of u wanna go along..pls let me noe kaes? the more the merrier!! CAROLINE!! its best tt u can go along lahs.. can ask muiyi too. i think its gonna b so fun! :P

hmm. okaes. so super sians, tml gonna work. bt then thers gonna be my gf and zince. hopefully we'll entertain oursleves and not get bored. gonna end here.

CAROLINE! heyys pretty, i noe u hvent been in the best of mood these 2 daes. bt thrust me, everythngs gonna be alrites.. dont hv to bother with what he says. and im always here for you! (:

I LUB YEW MANY MANY WORX. hahas

and to the most childish guy i've ever come across.
FREAK YOU. you're just so not in the right state of mind can?

2007-02-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

yayness.

chinese new year's jus ard the corner.

woahs. i asked zinc to take over me tml.. then aft new yr i'll take over her's.

cos i promised gerry i'll go shoppin with her tml. okaes,not really shoppin lahs. bt more like goin for manicure. we have been keepin our nails since 2wks ago! haas. meetin her aft her work.then we'll b at tampines area.

well.. i think i'll comfirm buy the adidas watch again. yes. the old one. hahas. its like only 45bucks! i die die mus buy lohs. think im gonna spent loads of money again lahs. oh gosh. i jus receive my pay and ther it goes.. its not like im gonna spent alot. bt then im like savin to go taiwan.. so cant really spent alots.

so tml i gonna go for manicure, get my watch and die die mus oso get a pair of heels lahs. i really like the one which i saw at tinklebell. sigh. bt lin & serene says its kinda ex for tt brand.. so if i see a really nice and cheaper heels at mondo.. and get them no mater wat. thers a sayin, a girl must get the best heels lahs. so yeps. im gonna get the best heels. heh.

went to JB jus now. for a couple of hours. went to visit my m'sian aunt. then got angbaos! lols. i opened my red packet le lahs. 3 red packets, a total of 35bucks. im 35bucks richer! bleahs.

then went for dinner and got some pirated vcds and cds. opps. =X well, who cares?hahs.
alrites..gettin pretty late le.
(ps: its like 1.30 now?)

ciaos!

2007-02-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

freak.

spent like dun noe how long, jus to connect my hp cable.
seriously, i really think i cant do things properly lahs. everything which ends up in my hand..cmf will spoil de. -.-

submitted my jae application on the 13th. i chose visual com(TP) as my 1st choice, followed bt hpspitality & tourism mgt(TP) as my 2nd choice. then its visual com(either NP/NYP) cant remb. and my 12th choice is outdoor & adventure(RP) hahas. sounds damn cool huh. bt then i noe i wont get in tt choice de lahs.

i think its betta if i slowly work my way up to a degree level huhs. hmm. dun wanna rush things.
okaes..think of a good way to start my poly life. hahas. my MR RIGHT will be ther waitin for me. heh. okaes. i think i feel much betta now (:

sher! good luck in ur choice huhs. hope u wouldnt regret gettin in MI. enjoy! actually. shud b quite fun de lahs. yeps.

oh.did i mention i saw yuyang at TP? omg. i love his skin colour. super tanned. altho his eyebrow kind thick. bt then i think he damn damn charming. he's as at the HTM station lahs. i saw him a couple of tms. heh. so cute. MY FUTURE CLASSMATE LEHS. wahs. kept tellin zinc im gonna pursure him and she didnt believe him.im serious kaes..if he's really my classmate.hahahs!

VALENTINES DAY SUCKS TO THE CORE. okaes tts bcos i didnt have a date. mayb i had in the FIRST place. bt then i rather not get involve. u noe wat i mean?hmm. kinda guilty aft askin zinc to make things clear with him. bt tts wat i feel now.. mayb he isnt wat i would want as a bf. sorry!

hmmmm..shudnt b so kua zhang lahs. cos i spent my VDAE with CAROLINE. my LOVE! <3>
SHOUTOUT: caroline i lub yew many many worxx.

hahas.our language of the year. the ah lians & ah bengs language. sniggers. sorry. no offence huhs..

alrites. gonna stop here. gonna go to johore tml(15feb)
ANG POWS, HERE I COME

2007-02-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

guessed tt u guys have been missin out on wat has been goin on ard my life huhs? (:

okaes.here it goes.

9th Feb 2007: well,i got my results! i tell u..man,was i anxious like siaos! tryin to stay super cool in front of caroline & hidir lahs! was like countin down to 2.30..then when it was like finally 2.15pm, i marched up to the gamin rm in fengshan cc..jus to b greeted bt some nasty lil kids. -.- wth..all playin dota. HORRIFIED! they were playin dota and the guy in charged was oso a younger boy..as in younger than me lahs! so i asked him..when can i use the com and he told me..15-20 mins later..eh eh eh.. like who is he tryin to kid? wah laos. so i jus left and told him i'll b backed later. hmmm.

then when my watched showed 2.30.. i made caroline come up with me to check my results.

i really didnt hv the courage to check it out for myself. bcos if u guys remb.. i did mentioned tt i think my humans was super badly done.. the sci oso 50/50 only.

caroline checked out my results and then she asked me to see it for myself.omg. we were the only 2 females in the gamin rm and we shouted! lols. straight Bs. all b3..

really couldnt believe my eyes. i tot i had logged into someone elses account.

i immediately called siewleng. and she pass the phone over to ms jas. i noe she didnt some real excited over my maths results. hmm. bt then..wat has been done HAS BEEN DONE! no point le. i was kinda unhappy about it to..i somehow felt tt i've let her down u noe. she had high expectations on my maths.

bt then again. im real happy. everyone congratulated me.

well.guess tt im gonna head down for tml's JAE with sher. heh. she came over to my place lahs.. we had super fun in gossipings! WAHAHAHAHS. gossip parlour. then aft tt im gonna meet up with SAL. dinner and shoppin i guess. hees. missed them loads. glad tt everythings backed to normal le.

then i have oso been thinkin on wher i shud head.. i dun hv much tm left to decide wher i wanna go u noe. either poly or sim.. bt then i think sim is still top on my list. wanna do bachelor of arts in communication..something like mass com in poly lahs. bt then i'll oso fill up the jae form. all 12 choices, and if i get into sim then i'll b super delighted!! if not..i think poly is fine too.

bt my heart still wanna go sim lahs.haas. which means i'll hv to travel to clementi every mornin! the 3rd intake is on 31st of may. yea.

so ppl. pls give me ur blessings! hope tt i'll make it into sim alrites?

i guess i'll blog till here. gonna load some pics which was taken on the 9th. leng,ness and zhengwei came to meet me aft work and we went to makan at 85 market.

I LOVE BAH CHOR MEE! tee hee (:

loves`

2007-02-08T11:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

okaes. workin's been so fun can?hahas.

and ya..vdae's comin. guess wats? someone asked me outs. omg. seriously.heh i didnt see tt comin lahs. if i were to tell u guys who ask me outs..al of u comfirm will go :"HUH?! REALLY?OMG.. YAH DAH YAH DAH." hahas. okeas. hahs.tts it. i shant go too much into details lohs.

okaes. i only noe him a few daes so ya.. i dun noe much about him either. and i think its so embarrasin to see him on fri! thers a farewell party over at our cc..so zinc asked him to come lahs. woahs.

hmmm.i dun noe lahs. bt then its okaes to date him bahs.. his a few yrs elder. bt then.. sigh.

alrites. i shant say much le.

yayness..SHOPPIN WITH AUNTIE ANNIE LATER!

2007-02-04T11:06:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness.

i dun noe wat kind of trouble i jus got myself into lahs. -.-

tt jasper is joycelyn's ex?! O H M Y G O D ! ! !

talkin about coincidence lahs.

then i read her blog.. she asked me to becareful..erms. as in be wary of tt guy?or askin me to "xiao xin".. nvm. i jus feel guilty can?sorry. its not as if i did something behind her back. bt then naturally u'll feel bad about such things rites? the guy u're friend loves alot came and be friends with u.. then started callin u weird names like "dear" ..guys. u're all damn weird lahs.. if u dun like her anymore..y mus u make her so miserable and all? C O W A R D

okaes.backed to my fist dae at work. got to noe more friends. thers Hidir (which is pronounced as HE-DAY)he's 22 and he's my senior in MI!! hahas.so qiao huhs?cos he graduated in 2004 and i got in in 2005, caroline(18) like me lahs.. and she's frm MJC, monisha she's frm IJC, zinc(sze yin) she's frm TPJC and she's actually monisha's sklmate in GMSS and they oso noe MARC WAN! hahs. the world is so small. then thers oso wanjun,TPJC bt zinc and her dont noe each other de. lastly thers rajes (21) who jus graduated frm TP. yeps. she's super duper quiet can?erms. ya lohs.

hahas. then i went for break with Hidir ytd..so weird lahs.. with a 22 yr old guy..who i totally dun noe.hahas. bt aft tt was okaes le lahs. cos we chatted to ease the situation.hahas. he looks like a chi!!tts bcos he has got chi blood in him.

then it was super boring ther.. so we played uno.. bingo and told lame jokes.. hahas. caroline is super funny lahs.. kept takin pics then we made her make funny expressions.lols. aft tt her friend ryan came. woahs. HE'S HOT! monisha and zinc agreed lahs.. monisha kept sayin he looks like the prisonbreak guy.hahas. okaes.

and i've concluded. bt the end of march..im gonna becomea fully-certified HOKKIEN SPEAKER. -.-

alrites.gtg..
startin work at 12.

2007-02-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

im startin work todae.
supposed to be washin up and gettin ready now.
oh. well. im jus too lazy!

ARGHS.

dont feel like workin todae. ITS A SATURDAE LEHS.
ppl wanna go shoppin. sobs`

LIN & LENG. DATE ME! DATE ME LAHS.
opps.

fine. im gonna stop.
till then.

wait for my next update on my 1st dae of work at fengshan cc (:
agnes saes its damn bored lahs.

imagine 6 ppl stoning ther!
ahahs. :D S I A N A T I O N
loves`

2007-02-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

freak.

my eyes are both red lahs. and super pain. die le lahs. sore eyes? hmm. mayb due to the lack of slp.and my eye rings are like super obvious can?

2007-02-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

heyys ya!

(: yayness.im outs of comfortDelgro le. FINALLY!

to JEAN: although i didnt hv the chance to work the full 2 weeks with u.bt still wanna thank u for guidin me. (: thnks loads! for everything u've help me..and not forgettin the present u got me frm thailand. thnks!

well..like wat i've said. the ppl ther are kinda nice lahs..except for 2 particular ppl ther. hmpf. jus dun like them. then when we were on the way to the bustop..happened to b talkin about one of them..OMG!! and she so happened to be at the bustop. dun noe if she heard us nots.bleahs. shant b bothered bout it le.. cos its our last dae!

okaes ppl.. if any of u got friends tt wanna start workin frm now to 6 mths later..pls let me noe.. cos comfortDelgro's hirin! yeps..and if ur work performance's good..they'll make u a permanent staff.yea. so let me noe alrites?

then aft work,gerry and i chiong back to my hm..we went to jog at the park behind my hse..omg. damn.my muscles are like startin to ache le lahs. thnks huhs gerry. shudnt hv promised to go with u lahs! cos my body is feelin so buay steady now.. weak. -.-

we ran for like 25mins or so then hurry backed hm to watch ying huo cong de meng.hahas. yoyo and haifeng damn funny can?hahas. so cute.imagine myself in her shoes. wo de ma ya! hahahaas.

im feelin so proud of myself lahs.hahas. cos kaihong promised to help me load music in my blog..i guessed he mus hv been too busy PK-ing le.. busy till he forgot bout my request. bt nvm!!cos as usual. the clever me managed to load it up myself! hahas.this song is by the Garden Sisters.. and its actually a soundtrack in the taiwanese drama TOKYO JULIET 东方朱丽叶 (:
by ariel lin 林依晨& wu zun吴尊. yeps. the show's super duper nice. trust me!u ppl shud watch. cos u'll fall in love immediately with wu zun! :D ops. forgot to mention the name of the song.. its 逆风.

alrites,backed to more serious stuff.. o'lvls results gonna b out pretty soon.. 5-9th feb..tts the inside info i've got frm steph. hmmmm.. damn kan chiong lahs. sigh. why shud i care at all? aiyahs.

(the tv's showin the channel8's 9pm show.. guess wats?the theme song is sang by jeff wang lahs! yes yes,wang jianfu! 他真令我刮目相看! )

好啦~我就写到这里。
ciaos ppl! (:

2007-02-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

boo!

well.went for dinner with gerry and her parents again. hahas. so used to eatin with
them le.. machiam part of their family le. and i've really forgotten how the joke "i wanna marry her bro" came about lahs! hahas. well. her dad treated his friends to dinner. so he asked me along. so cool rites?hahas. then many of them were like so late! we were hungry le, so our table started to eat first.when we were at the 2nd last dish.. then the 3rd table ppl came. yes yes! we saw a shuai ge!!his dad was like wavin his hands to like so called announced his arrival. omg. hello.u're like late le lahs. make so many ppl wait for u then still dare to wave ur hads and smile like a MP. hahas. opps. pardon my crudeness. =)

too bad we only got to see him for awhile lahs.sians. life is jus so borin without any hunks in my life lahs. cant wait to get into poly. hees. gerry,you shud noe wat i am thinkin huhs. heh heh heh.

okaes. tml will be my last dae workin in comfortdelgro!!finally can? i was like waitin for this dae to come. cos the ppl ther are like so so so not nice lahs. especially _________ and _________ . ah-has!dont kpo lahs. im not gonna tell u who they are lohs. my lips are SEALED!

oh yah.and did i mentioned tis?finally made up my mind to let him go.if tts wat he wished for. so be it.im glad to do so u noe. its so tiring to be tied down by my past with him.the memories we once shared.. well. lookin backed,they're really my burdens.. jus bcos of him. i tied myself down to fate. even if good guys coming along. i jus cant accept them. y? all bcos of him. so ya..i realised tt i shudnt b so foolish anymore. i shud jus throw everything aside and start my life brand new. gettin to noe more guys. and not let my feelins for him get into my relationship. (: im so proud of myself. so shud u! u shud b glad tt i wont b appearin in your life le. so i beg. pls dun come back into mine.let me live the life i once lived. thnks. cos i wanna move on!

then auntie arlene sent me,aunt clara and gayle home. auntie arlene is gerry's mum..like duh?! lols. and aunt clara and gayle's her dad's friend's wife & daughter. okaes. gayle is so cute lahs. and she's super clever can??primary 5 this yr and she made it into the national team for badminton?how talented can she get?plus the fact tt she'a aiming for 269 for her PSLE next yr.woahs.. ambitious. hahas. and her eldest bro is in sec4.. victoria skl boy.. as second bro is in the sports skl..oso in national team for badminton!!wahs. a family of talented ppl lehs. dun play play arhs.

so as usual, gery and i keep playin in the car. and we talked to gayle.. i think she mus be thinkin" wahs. tis 2 jie jie mus be crazy de lahs." hahas. then i did the most impossible thing! i gave away almost all the cookies i made for him..they were meant to b given todae as a bdae present de. oh well..i decided not to.. so i gave them all away to gayle! haas, hopes she find them nice. (: find a dae im gonna remove the 3D paint which i designed on the top of the container i bought..used it for myself better.hahas. at least i appreciated them more. if not i can also wait for my MR RIGHT to come along.then bake him cookies. then give him the whole thing. lols.

alrites.shall stop here le.
nites my love ones (:

(ps: HAPPY 20th BDAE)

2007-01-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

boo!

hi guys. damn tired todae..
i was like practically slpin for one whole hr in the office lahs! and i didnt log into my phone todae. hahas. sorry huhs. im jus too tired le. tired of hearin ppl scoldin me! sians lahs. pick up the phone and i wanted to sound cheery. bt then these ppl jus shoot me. wah laos.. as if i've offended them like tt. wth.

got home at 6.40 jus now. watched ying huo cong de meng. haas. u noe wats? i swear im gona get a guy like LIANG ZHIJI (two chickens)! omg. he's got the looks, the heights. woahs..best of all he's got the kind of characters i like. okaes. so i think he's hot! haas. so ppl.. if u noe of any guys who is jus like him. pls tell me! im gonna make him mine lahs. =X okaes.pls do not take my words for real. bt then u can still intro him to me!

haas. best is if u noe him arhs.. my 'him' refers to ALEJANDRO HUANG. yeps. tts LIANG ZHIJI's real name. so cool huhs? keke.

IM IN LOVE WITH ALEJANDRO (:

chattin with lin now..so long nv chat with her le. yeps. dearie. pls dun think so much alrites?everythings gonna b fine.. " xiao4 yi2 xiao4, mei2 she1 me4 bu4 neng1 jie3 jue1 de4 " <3

oh yah. gerry's dad treatin me for dinner tml! and so qiao. its at HOUGANG lahs. wat the. so qiao! so shud i or nots? shall jus bring them outs tml..thentml then decide lohs. yeps.

lin told me tt im gettin my o's results next week. freakin piece of shit. i totally forgotten al about it can? feelin so stressed. i noe everythings over.no point worryin le. bt i really did my best. wat if i let my family down again?wat if.sigh.i've got a gut feelin tt i CMI again. so many "wat if" can somebody help me? have to ans to so many ppl. my family, my tutor, the teachers at chec.

SIGH. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! jus feel like shoutin at the top of my lungs.

freakin piece of shit.
GET LOST.

startin my new job tis saturdae. heh. wonder if i'll get to meet any cute guys nots. wahahahs. HUNKING IS MY FAVE PAST TIME LOHS. bleahs. workin 6daes a week is so gonna b tiring! somemore saturdae and sundae is my FULL DAE. which means i'll have to work frm 12pm to 9pm. FREAK. there goes my weekends! -.- so ppl, if u wanna date me. pls ask me outs on a thurs cos tts my OFF DAE. so obvious rites?haiyohs.

and i've decided to heed lin's advice! im nt gonna cut my hair.. let it be as it is. hees. she saes she likes it this way lahs. so ya! (:

wahs. todae alot of lin huhs. u noe y?? se paid me to advertised her on my blog de lohs. so bu yao lian rites??hahahahahs. opps. okaes.i made tt up. hees. =D lin faster meet up okaes. then we can go datin. JUST YOU AND ME *winks.

hahas. sounds so so so LESBIAN.

okaes. yawns. gotta go peeps!
its my bedtm le.
tata~

2007-01-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

Jivara (: *before
Jivara *after!
Mille feuille *before
Mille feuille *after

these are from bakerzin! haas. super nice.

okaes. i jus got backed hm not long. went to orchard before goin down to east point to shop.. i went to ip zone to shop..got a pair of jeans for 29bucks and 2 tees for 22bucks. okaes.i admit i was lookin at the cute temp staff.. who ask him to look like a girl arhs?then he keep servin me. so ya lahs. keep lookin at him lohs. seriously, the first tm i saw him huhs. i asked jas, "eh..tt one guy or gal?" cos he isnt very tall..and he's very small built lahs. bleahs. only aft he opened his mouth to talk to me then i noe he's a guy lahs!haas. so paiseh can? yay!and i'll get to see him again tml! cos aunt ask me to let them alter the jeans lahs. so aft work im gonna go collect it. hahas. so hua chi lahs. =D

well.i guess tt im gonna slp very soon le.

nites ppl.

2007-01-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

heyys. (:
okaes.i really dun noe should i even be bloggin about him.. i tot tt by workin so hard everydae can help..as in help me to get him off my mind.bt then sumhow.. the tot of him still managed to surface into my mind. arghs. i cant stand it.. i told myself so many tms t i shudnt ne habourin any more stupid tots abt us. bt then i still cant do it. always pretendin to b alrites when i noe i am nots.. im jus too used to being cheerful in front of everyone..
wel,have een spendin lots of tm with gerry lately.haas. actually wanna dig up some things abot her these few daes..bt then she's jus too pro lahs.. i only managed to squeeze out a teeny weeny small thing about her lahs! so shi bai can?lols.

read my horoscope for the yr le..and it saes tt im havin 99% tao hua yun tis yr as compared to the other 11 star signs. well, im not too sure about tis..bt then i jus have a gut feelin tt my tao huas are ALWAYS lan tao huas! sians lahs. hmpf.

recently i got added by these 2 21yr old guys..of of them is jin hao's friend. in ns de..then the other one dun noe is who lahs..send me a msg on friendster which i ignored. the ns guy added me in msn too.. dun noe is he desperate of wats lahs. called me "dear" which made all my hair stand. HAAS. then he asked me outs too. -.-

are all guys like tt?so scary lahs. at 1st i said okaes. bt then when i was watchin youtube with gerry at 2am tis mornin..hahs. yes..we watched tgt,as in she's at her hse and me at my hse lahs. we watched the ying huo cong de meng. then xishi got to noe tis handsum guy online and not long they became a couple lahs. omg. the guy is a con guy can? so i immdiately told jasper(the ns guy) i dun tink can cmf meet him...lols. abit scared.. and i have alil phobia over ns guys lahs..aft tt wenqiang incident arhs.. i really dun dare to anyhow make friends with ns guys. mayb they kena lock up in camp too long le lohs. hahas. opps. no offence! =X

hmmm. cant get to slp lahs. altho i was really tired frm all the workin. bt when i saw him came online. well..my heart skipped a beat. not knowin shold i talk to him.. his status is always on away mode.. so its like talkin to myself. bt nvm..i've the habit of talkin to him..and not waitin for his reply then goin offline. xi guan le lahs.so ya. hmmm.

bt i think im like so weird lahs. i noe i want him to talk to me ans sms me so much. and when he really does tt. i'll think tt its bcos he has no one to acc him. well. girls are always thinkin tis way isnt it?sigh. dumb. i swear nv to become a girl again in my next life! he's every lil personal msg and watsoeva really affects my mood. bt im really learnin to let such things not to affect me.. tryin let nature takes its course.

bt when the tot of his bdae and valentines dae pop into my head, i really feel like screamin lahs! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. sigh. last yr incident will start to appear. -.- wanna spent the tm we had all over again when i noe its impossible. habourin tots when i noe i shudnt b holdin on any longer.
forget it.

guess tt all these are karmas. for breakin other ppls heart in the past.. lookin at how xinfu thos ppl are now with their current gf.. i cant help bt think back lahs. y did i even let thos guys go in the past?if i didnt..wouldnt we be livin happily every aft? well..tis is life aft all rites?u suffer before anything good befalls on u. so i shall wait patiently before my MR RIGHT appears in my life again.

shall chuck thos irriatin stuff aside.. ahas.
ytd on my way to work with gerry. we shall ASTRO BOY. wahs. so good lookin can? tis guy..whom we assume is workin at taka. lols. actually we were at somerset mrt station lahs. then gerrytold me tis guy in front of us has astro boy's hairstyle..lols. aft tt i asked if she saw his face.. and she said no. and guess wats we did aft tt..LOLS

like DUH?! we chased up with him to try and ctach a look of him lahs. i was walkin ahead of him le and when i finally turned to look at him. i got stunned.. could feel my face blushin lohs. he was lookin at me. hahas. then when he saw me lookin at him, he oso turned away. so funny lahs. gerry and i ended up laughin all the way to work.
told gerry if iever have the chance to see tis guy again.. i'll get his no.! hahas. no lahs. i dun even think i have the slightest guts!bleahs.
alrites. goin town later. shoppin!!i love shoppin. then shun bian go taka again! hahas. my motive damn obvious lahs.. hees. go find my ah-wu ge oso. lols.
ciaos.

2007-01-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

tadaaa~

another new mv to share (:

吴尊 is jus so so so HOT!

Tank's 专属天使.

2007-01-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

yayness!

finally eh?? ESTHER TAN FINALLY BLOGGED SERIOUSLY. hehs

woahs.i really feel like a workin adult now lahs.hahas. workin in comfortDelgro, wearin office wear to work everydae.. wahs.really feel like im all grown up!

and it looks like im kinda used to wearin high heels le! hahas. =X
okaes.mayb not really used to lahs. can wear bt not the whole tm.

well,started work tis mondae 22jan07. kinda slack for the first 2 daes.. and ah-ha! todae super super busy! started with replyin to the public's emails regardin IRIS service. and then it was data entry.. i oso learnt how to handle very very tyical sporeans!

sporeans are really really livin in a society of FOC - full of complains!
i've got calls ranging frm smelly buses to slow movin buses! omg. wat is the world comin to huhs?damn terrible i tell u. bt then again. some bus captains are really nasty u noe. they drive recklessly..bad attitude and so on. well..no one's really perfect in tis world..

well..goin for trainin tml.. for the CC job- CPF job. yeps. so kinda happy. cos gerry and i concluded tt office ppl are borin ppl!hahas. like very no life.bt then pay super good.heh.

alrites.i can afford to wake up slightly later than usual tml! so im gonna watch hana kimi ep10 now! so many daes nv touch youtube le lahs. YOUTUBE I MISS YOU.hahas.

(psst~ certain websites are like blocked lahs. so i cudnt access into them.hmpf. there goes my only source of entertainment!! sobs.)

see ya ppl!

2007-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

geraldine and her NEW HAIRSTYLE!! comments!hahas.
OKAES. so she thinks she's very cool.oh well.
now she's actin camera shy lahs. geraldine = attention seeker!! =X
lastly..its me again! yay! haas.

2007-01-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

me!

my workplace (:

introducin geraldine poh. my kaki! aka gerry; the HUM

gerry poh the pirate gal. who seems so into johnny depp.lols

my thumb 1.
my thumb 2.

This is taken at paragon.heh. abstract pic lehs.hahahas

Cam whoring at my workplace. too sians mahs..so yea. lols

Xianglin and me on the PUB BUS. damn cool i tell u!
The PUB BUS we took while on my way to collect my pay. =D

no tm to really post..so let the pics do the talkin! hees.
well.im like workin for all 7 daes tis week..so pls let me off!hahas

2007-01-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i shall officially declare 17 jan 07, wednesday. MY SWAY DAE!

went for the dr-to-dr flyer job..which is totally CHEAP LABOUR!! and i went past 2 hses with damn fierce dogs lahs!! barked at me..then i jumped. -.-!!

SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.SWAY.

then went for my doc appt at 3.30pm and yes, i hv to wait for an hr plus plus to see the doc.. ther was tis indian muslim guy who went to make trouble at the clinic lahs! which help up alot of the doc's tm!! which oso meant tt the appt tm was delayed.. sway can?

okaes..john called to comfirm whether gerry and i wan the CC job nots.. so since the 2 of us were DESPERATE, we decided to take up the job offer..hahas. see how hard up on cash i am.. hahahaas.

something which makes me very excited too!! was chattin with gerry over the fone.. we're gonna start a biz ourselves. hees. gonna buy clothes overseas then sell in spore. decided to ask meiqi to join us. (: so excited! so tis april we're goin over to TAIWAN! for holidae..shun bian see if we can get anything to sell back here. hopefully everything goes on well. jia you jia you!

lastly.. i've added a chocopet.com choco pet on my blog! so cute..hahas. its a panda and penguin. (: u can actually click and drag it ard the box, to like play with it. yeps.

alrites. bro's backed frm thailand. and he only bought 1 tee for me.. 1 only. -.-!! nvm. betta than nth hors?

nites ppl! opps. or shid i sae good mornin?hees
ciaos!

2007-01-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

okaes..hvent been bloggin these daes..

oh cos i've been busy! (opps.i lied alil lahs) i was lazy to blog too.hees

hmm..well..cos actually i've been out job huntin again with my job hunter kaki, gerry poh! lols. hahas. goin all ard searchin for jobs. damn tirin lahs. bt then quite fun cos we had loads of fun out ther! we kept goin to town.. soon we'll be "TOWNERS". hahas. okaes.tis is a term i came up with.hees.

so todae we went to interview at WATER-RISE the pancake burger chain. and MISS CLARITY CAFE. so yeps.. prayin hard tt i'll get the job a miss clarity cafe..hmm. (pray hard, pray hard!)

oh. and the bus fares and mrt fares are all so ex!! im like payin adult fares now! arghs. one trip $1.00 plus?! freak man. im like so broke le lahs. then the fars are like so ex? how i wish im still a student. $0.45 per trip.. so cheap can? woahs. hahas

okaes. and i've got this door to door flyer distributor job at pasir ris tml.. see?im like so desperate for money lahs! takin up all jobs which are available.haas. i need the money! so ppl.. if u guys hv and job lobangs. PLS LET ME NOE! u're savin a life u noe?haas. MY LIFESAVER! tts if u get me a job! heh. (:

and tml i've gotta go for my appt at sgh tml.

alrites.gtg (:
loves loves

2007-01-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

hello!

okaes..yay!im startin work tml!at parkway's citibank.heh. and guess wats??im not allowed to wear jeans and sneakers! gosh. which means i hv to wear skirt and flats. sigh. its so gonna b weird..bt thnk goodness.its only 4 daes..i can endure de!
go go go~

lols. heard tt i can collect my pay frm chocz. le.. bt then must go all the way down to the office and collect..so i guess i'll go down next week lahs. yeps.. went to support gerry at tekka mall's sheng siong todae.. she's ther to promote ice cream.. the wall's MOO MOO ice cream. so my aunt bought a bag frm her. yeps.. so good rites? hees.hv yet to eat the ice cream.. COS ITS RAININ!! arghs.. and i cant eat them anytm now.. if not i'll freeze lahs..

MOO MOO MOO. M O O M O O M O O M O O
opps. tis is so random! lols. =D

alrites.. aunt's naggin. so i shud log off le..

oh!! lastly.. 何群和晓诗终于在一起了！ haas. okaes. im too engrossed in my 微笑 pasta. (:

2007-01-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i think i've forgot to blog about the condition of my thumb huhs. kinda neglected it le. lols. so i shall blog while my smile pasta video loads (:

well. i went to the polyclinic to hv the stitches removed on the 8th of jan. wahs.. super duper painful.. its like the stitches are already part of ur thumb le.. so when the nurse tried to force the scissors through the little hole between the thread and my thumb. it was hell lahs. very very painful. altho the bad think abt the thread was the thickness. well.. they used very fine thread. bt then the pain lasted awhile lahs. which means the freakin pain was gone in 30 secs. yeps. so thnk god. they didnt use very long threads lahs.

and now. the skin texture of my thumb is super hard.. i feel is yucky. like sum kind of freak like tt.. and my thumb is like so retarded. like a handicap like tt.. i think i like somewat used to not usin my thumb to do anything le.. its like the thumb has no use anymore! u guys shud see how i type, (i type usin the middle finger of my left hand and not my index finger!!) omg. i dun noe y too.. it kinda became like tt aft i bandaged my thumb..and bcos the index finger is very near my thumb.. i decided not to use it fearin tt i mite hurt my thumb, so ya.. like very ke lian lahs!! arghs. feel like a handicap!! i cant even tie my hair properly.. i cant use the spoon properly either! wat the hell?! hmpf!

okaes. enuff of rantin! shall go call up josh now.. he's waitin for me to return call.

alrites. gtg peeps!
loves loves`

OH YAH. I HATE RAINY DAYS! :(

2007-01-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

(:

hmm. went to kelly services todae. and i finally signed up with kelly services.they are super efficient.

actually went to the charity job thingy as an observer with gerry and her frends todae. bt then the job arhs..super cmi lahs. the admin gal still sae quite fun -.- wat the hell.. still sae they are student volunteers lahs. when they actually get paid.. so abit weird lahs.. our leader was tis 2 16yr old gals whom we both mistook for 20 plus young ladies.. and the funny think was they mistook us for 15-16 yr olds lahs! omg. so stupid can?hahas. aft she asked how old are we then she continued askin whether gerry and i are sisters nots? -.- LMAO

met up with meiqi at my hse.. they came over to make sushi!!hahs. it was fun altho the sushi dun look too good.. bt then they are edible lohs! (: throughout the aftnoon i kept gettin phone calls are kelly services.. offerin me part tm jobs in the bank.. and i accepted one.. only for 2 weekends de..at parkway's citybank.. and the pay is super attractive can? $7 per hr!! weeeee.
cool rites? jealous eh? lols. bt too bad only for 4 daes. oh well..betta than nth rites? then aft tt hv another job in posb bank in the mth of feb.. $6.50 per hrs.. (: they've shortlisted me for the interview lahs. .so waitin for them to call me up next wk..

so i'll hv to go down to international plaza to sign the form with them. yeps yeps.alrites. gettin tired le. shall chat awhile longer with weiyang & zhengwei then head off to bed le.

nites ppl (:

2007-01-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

heyys (:

life at home gettin alil too COMFY for me le..lols.
hahas. so i went for a job interview with meiqi & gerry. at orchard towers. it isnt as bad as wat he said lahs. lols. meiqi and i were like sayin.. THEY WONT COME WORK SO EARLY IN THE AFTNOON DE. okaes. so only the 3 of us noe. shhhh.

its actually a charity event thingy.bt somehow i got this feelin they'll ask us to sell those charity tickets lahs! nono..if tts the case..i wont do the job lohs. hmmm.

okaes.basically todae aft the job interview.the 3 of us kept eatin?lols. i think todae put on alot alot of weight can?LMAO. 1st we went to long john at 2 plus. then went pasta mania at 5plus. so u can imagine how much we ate todae! haas. hmm. then we went to esprit.wahs. damn stylo milo lahs. hahas, they hv a cafe in ther. so we bought this dessert. called violette manguire? i think its spelt this way. (: gerry noes how to bake it!hahas. she bakin?hmm. weird huhs?opps. hees. its actually beatin the egg white till it becomes very foamy. then bake it. yeps. very cripsy. bt too sweet le. next tm go gerry's hse to bake. yeps. we thought of goin to make sushi too. and we'll meet on a wed!!cos meiqi dun hv skl on every wed. yayness! hahas. lookin forward to meetin them again.

oh yah. we saw jeff wang and julian hee in town todae!gosh. they are so hunky lahs!

okaes. i shall get back to watchin my show le. pssst. im watchin another new taiwan drama now! SMILE PASTA. wei xiao pasta. very nice show too. okaes.shant elaborate much on it. (:

see ya.